Jacob_Shouse
Humble Prayer Warrior
I’m Jacob, Oh me guys tonight a demon didn’t show up I tell you I’m so on edge over what has happened I don’t even know what in the crap is going on with my life. Tonight Satan of all people walks into my room I am not kidding! I could feel my flesh trying to leave my body. That has never happened. When that thing walked on me felt like it was sucking my flesh out of me! The oddest feeling I have ever felt. I’m just not sure what to expect from hear on out. I was overly molested tonight and I just laid there. I’m running out of strength fighting things you cannot see takes all I have in me. There is another demon sitting at the feet of my bed right now trying to walk up me. Normal demons felt NOTHING like what I faced tonight! Nothing! In my spirit I heard the Holy Spirit say Child you’re in danger you’re not prepared to be face to face with Satan! He said child Satan presence is very different bec he isn’t a demon he’s an Angel that fell! As odd as it sounds I wasn’t afraid but nonetheless it was the feeling of my flesh being pulled out of my body. So odd feeling. Please pray for me that God will give me strength. Please ask the Lord to please not let these attacks get worse! I can’t handle any worse than this. I don’t know what to expect for my future honestly the way things are in my life always having demons on me and fondling me 24/7. I don’t know if life stays like this if I’ll have the strength to live much longer. Fighting demons 24/7 when not prepared is beyond me! I pray life isn’t always like this. How does one live fully righteous in God when demons are molesting them all the time? No one can be fondled 24/7 and eventually through out that time span not be to stimulated! I know that is true. Pray God will fully reveal his self to me before my life takes a horrible turn for the worse. Pray God always saves me from myself and at times the poor decisions. Guys I have a demon walking up me it’s sitting on my crotch! Ugh see I’m fed up. I can’t do this crap every moment of my life. Father in the name of Jesus please reveal yourself in my life please save me from myself please give me strength to uphold these attacks. Lord you know I can’t take much more! This is to much. Please Lord if these attacks never stop please take my life before I take matters into mine own hands. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.