Jacob_Shouse
Humble Prayer Warrior
I’m Jacob. I need y’all to intercede with me. It’s after 5:30 am I have to get some rest. This is ridiculous that I have to lay in my own bed and be molested by a freaking demon! I can not understand how God is allowing this to happen? He knows this could cause me to slip up in sin bec that part of the body is off limits to single ppl! My appendage is not to be played with in that way! This ticks me off. God is all knowing he knows this will end up causing my life to go down hill. It still happens! Father I know you don’t care what I think you are God and I am me. I am nothing compared to you! I don’t under how your allowing demons to sit on top of me and arouse me I keep screwing your name in my head bec I don’t want to sin I want to serve you right and I want to be righteous in you! I’m at that point in my life where everything is awful nothing is right! I’m raped nightly and daily and I can’t do a thing to stop it! I cry out to you and it never stops! How is that possible? You know if you don’t stop these attacks you know I won’t be righteous in you, you know I’ll continue falling flat on my face! Still it keeps happening! I truly am starting to think your just punishing me from all I have done in this life and that why you haven’t shown up! Please stop this attack I need to sleep. My mind is in shambles and I’m in horrible agony. I hate life I wish I could kill my self! I just don’t know anymore. I don’t know if things will get better not at this point! In your name I pray Jesus. Amen. I need strength Lord! I have none.