Jacob_Shouse
Humble Prayer Warrior
I’m Jacob. Guys please stand in the gap for me! I’m not okay today guys. I have been being sexual abused by this demon since before I ever went to sleep. Sadly I say this with such shaky insides right now and a mind that is starting to believe in crazy! I can’t see anything no one believes me! It’s taking all of me to not go admit myself into a psychiatric ward! Sadly I know it will take me down a rabbit hole that I may never get out of if I do that. I feel crazy guys! I’m losing all sense of reality bec these attacks are that bad! How do you fight something you can’t see? I rebuke they don’t go away! Not at all. They don’t ever leave. I thought if you show no fear and resist them they’re suppose to flee? They don’t! How is this possible! I’m so not okay today! Gods got to intervene or I will take matters into mine own hands! No one can love feeling hands all over them and doing this crap to them. I can’t even use the bathroom in peace I feel them trying things on the toilet! Bath time those are times I dread now. Sadly I try to dodge all that. I miss things not being like this! I have no strength in me today nothing! I’m demons slaves they abuse me and I can do nothing! Father in the name of Jesus, I’m not okay! I’m worse mentally then I have ever been. I am so scared all the time. I can’t find you Lord I get thousands of people praying for me even some in Africa praying for me. I’ve had very anointed people lay hands on me and nothing happens? I have a lot of faith. That’s why this makes no sense. Father you see I’m about to do something hi my I regret that will forever ruin my life! Why Father won’t you give me my life back? I can’t go to church, can’t bathe or use the bathroom like normal ppl. I can’t do a thing! Father what is it gonna take to get set free? How can it be this difficult to be set free? My mind is all over the place. It’s horrible! Lord God why is this happening. I try to find rest and it flees From me. I try and find peace it flees from me. I try and find you and I get silence! I don’t get it. I seem you daily and I can’t find your loving touch I can’t find anything! I have nothing to give you God but my love and obedience! Please deliver me from these devils. I’m gonna lost my mind if you don’t! In Jesus mighty name I pray. Amen.