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I’m in so much emotional pain right now I’m crying life really hurts I don’t want to be here no more I hate my life
Ask God- Ask God right now if you matter? But ask as if you were God listening to you ask that question. What do you think your answer would be? Ask as if you heard a child ask you do they matter? Could you say no you don't? I woke up this morning to your prayer request, it was the first one I saw. I myself was not having a good morning but then I saw this and God directed me to read it. So please read on maybe it will help. It's not your life you hate right now. It's the hate in your life. Read that again. It's how the ego or the enemy or Satan or whatever works to distract us from our own mind is always trying to deceive us. It's NOT YOU It's just that part of us that is infected with pain, doubt, trauma, old stuff stuck in our old thinking, that is constantly needing attention. But it's not real! It is an illusion. It is the mind making it appear real. Take a breath. Take several breaths. This isn't you which is God. He created you in HIS image. You must talk with yourself like you are a child. Love your inner child. Yes crying is releasing it but cry to release not rehearse. Stop rehearsing the negative. Don't let the enemy of self loathing enter your spirit. We all face these moments. I face them daily but they are temporary. You must remember how much you love and care for your inner child your self. Get up and keep moving. When we feel threatened by outside influence or threats we should move our bodies. It's natural to move forward with gusto. You may have to do this several times a day. I've been going through this for over 6 months now but I'm at a better place for dealing with it. I use prayer and affirmations and visualization and pretending that I am confident. Yeah I have to pretend sometimes just to prove that my failings or feelings are just temporary. That's all you're going through. A temporary moment. It is going to get better and better. Then it may get not so good again but you just keep flowing and going forward and it will be better and before you know it you'll have a better idea of how to live through this process of human growth. You're growingI’m in so much emotional pain right now I’m crying life really hurts I don’t want to be here no more I hate my life