AFK3090
Servant of All
I'm in pain. Please let it end. Please take care of them, I love them so much. I will be in so much pain without them, but I need them to be happy. Please just let something happen, as long as it is good for them, and things not drag on. I'm so scared about ruining my life. I feel like it's all over. I prayed for help that night, and I don't know how I messed it all up. I'm sorry I pray hard enough or listen or anything. Please let me be worthy of something good some day. I don't know how to get over this. I don't know what I'm saying. I'm rambling.