Selen4Christ
Disciple of Prayer
I'm in class 12. So literally tomorrow is my Physics final exam. So throughout the year , even though I'm good at all the other subjects , I'm practically horrible in physics.But why this destroys me so badly is , physics was my favorite subject till last year when everybody around me hated it. But this year, things changed , I didnt get a good teacher and my friends around me where always very selfish and practically I didnt have any support. I failed in this subject terribly and I got devastated. Under went panic attacks and stress. Eventually I went for a church meeting last year and the pastor prophesied keeping his hands on my head that counties will sponsorship me and so many prophesies which according to my present situation , it is impossible. I never felt like studying physics and I never studied because each time I take this subject , I get stress and panic attacks , more like i developed a great aversion or infact a phobia towards this particular subject. It was this year that I kept on failing in physics. My family were broken because of me and everybody were sad about my condition . I didnt want to study and I totally feared this subject. My mom suffered a lot because of me. We are not very well settled and rich , so if i need to get into a college after 12th , i need to score really well and get in through merits. Now these four days , i put my mind, soul and heart and my blood , sweat and tears to learn this subject without anybody's help . I kept all my hopes on Jesus. Because all this year I failed to realize i shud hav depended on Christ more than i depend on people.people whom i thought will be there with me , everybody left me when they felt like I'm not upto their expectations. It was just my loving mom and me. She knew we had no way because we are literally broke to get into a college with money but still she believed in the promises of a living God our creator. The alpha and the omega. And tomorrow is the big day. My final physics exam. Im still not done learning the chapters and I cant anymore . I have done the best i could. I got panicked and i cried and sat in the presence of the lord for the past 2 days. WHAT I NEED NOW IS A MIRACLE. A real miracle should happen tomorrow. I know my God is able to do wonders . Pls pray for me and my family. and especially for my physics exam where later I should stand as a testimonial for the name of the Lord. If its me alone, then im surely gonna fail, but if its God , i still believe he can do wonders. Amen. Pls pray for me.