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sdmiranda08
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I'm in a situation that may affect the outcome of my life as well as my new partner's life... well with that being said basically everyone knows that is a good thing to get tested every 6months just to make sure everything is ok with you health and everything right?.. well my last relationship everything was good and I really didn't have any questions about my health up until a month or so when I found out my ex had cheated on me and I really didn't bother to get tested again honestly I was out every night trying not to think about all the uneccessary physical and mental abuse I had went through.. after all of that I met my partner who I'm with now and still haven't gotten tested again I only now became more and more scared to because I would be more than devastated to find out that I have something uncureable and that I would be saying goodbye to my 4 year old sooner than I had planned to. I would sit here and blame it on me being only 23 and careless but honestly I have no excuse .. I just wish in life there is some things that I can take back some things I never had to experience you know?? but all my life I've always did things the hard way why???? I always asked myself that too when me and my mom would argue when I was younger and she would ask where did she go wrong. I just need all the prayers and faith I can get to help me with this tough time and prayers to help guide me in the right direction to me a successful young mother, daughter, grandaughter, neice, cousin, aunt, and overall person to make good decisions and to just stay motivated, positive and strive for the outcome to be great and me and my family can be happy and help to continue to help give others good advice and just to make a difference one day that might help someone else through a tough time they might be having... please Lord oh please don't give up on me .. If it wasn't for bad luck i'd have no luck at all please Lord lets make a change in this bad pattern.