Callum
Humble Prayer Warrior
Dear Heavenly Father in the name of jesus I come to you, lord I'm hurting right now because I miss my friend more than ever 16 years ago lord you called my best friend Natasha be by your side and I miss her she always knew how to calm my heart and mind and I wish she was here right now to help me, I feel alone and that everyone has left me and its all my fault for what I have done, I need to hear Natasha's soothing voice lord right now I need her with me to comfort me but I know it's not possible, she was the first love of my life and I never told her, I visit her grave lord asking for her help I know she hears me lord but doesn't say anything, lord I miss her so much she was always someone I can turn to but right now I haven't got anyone, they all seem to be pulling or walking away slowly, my heart is burning with so much sorrow that I just want to rip it out of my chest, I lost the woman I love lord 16 years ago and I thought I would never find love again until you brought Tia into my life and I managed to wreck everything 5 months ago, she made me feel alive and happy something I haven't felt in such a long time, now I just feel despair and I hate myself from what i did to her and i am truly sorry lord, i wish i could turn time back and change what i did but i cant i can only go forward and hope and pray that things between us will change and that i will continue to change to the person you want me to be lord, please comfort me and give guidance and advise on what i should do, im in complete turmoil, lord i turn away from sins now and in the future, I expelle any demons in me lord and lift my love and life to you for your spirit to guide me, i give myself freely with no conditions lord in the name of jesus who is out lord and saviour i pray to you Amen