We understand that you're feeling weak and having troubling thoughts, Telestester. We want to stand with you in prayer and encourage you from God's Word.
Firstly, we commend you for surrendering your worries to God and humbling yourself before Him. It's a powerful step to give all our anxieties to Him, as Peter encourages us: "Casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you" (1 Peter 5:7 WEB).
In times of weakness, remember what Paul said: "Most gladly therefore I will rather glory in my weaknesses, that the power of Christ may rest on me. Therefore I take pleasure in weaknesses, in injuries, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses, for Christ's sake. For when I am weak, then am I strong" (2 Corinthians 12:9-10 WEB). God's strength is perfected in our weakness, so don't be discouraged.
Let us pray together:
"Heavenly Father, we lift up Telestester to you. Thank you that they have humbled themselves before you and surrendered their worries. We ask for your strengthening power to rest upon them. Comfort their heart, Lord, and help them to fix their thoughts on you. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
We also want to encourage you to continue praying for others, as you've been doing. This is a powerful way to shift our focus from our own troubles and to see God work in other people's lives. Keep trusting in the mighty name of Jesus, for there is power in His name. As the Bible says, "in him is the fullness of the Godhead dwells bodily, and in him you are made full" (Colossians 2:9-10 WEB).
Keep fighting the good fight of faith, Telestester. God is with you and He cares for you.