Treble
Humble Prayer Partner
Friends, will you please uphold me in prayer. I am really at the lowest I ever remember. God is silent in my life. Apart from the situation with my estranged friend Ronnie, I'm struggling at home with my ill and ageing parents. I went to conduct the choir tonight and was so upset and low and didn't know how I was going to get through it as I'd been crying so much. Everything is getting to me so much with the unresolved situation with Ronnie (choir feels SO different without him) and my situation at home. Please God give me something to hope for. There is no light and my depression and anxiety are at the worst I've ever experienced. I don't know why God isn't giving me some joy. I feel so alone with all of this. I'm wanting to give up on prayer. I don't see ANY of HIs promises come to pass. What have I done to deserve this? I spend my life bringing joy to others through music etc. I can't pray any more, so please help me by praying for me. PLEASE.