Revin
Prayer Warrior
I'm feeling so condemned now. I was attracted to this married woman as she was so nice to me and also being a lonely guy. It's like the devil knows all my weaknesses and sexual brokenness and tries to fan it. I was finding it real hard not to be tempted but resisted and did nothing. I mean I don't want to commit adultery. However its just like theses thoughts and emotions just pop into my mind. I think it is a demon that is tempting me and then making me feel condemned and then starts attacking me and wants to drag me off to hell. Please pray that this isn't so, I just want to be at peace and feel Gods love and forgiveness. I repented of these sin full thoughts but they just keep on coming back like an obsession which is why I believe it to be a demon trying to drive me to sin. Please pray that these attacks stop and I'll be strong to resist the temptation. The devil seams to attack me every morning when I wake up real early trying to drive me to sin and make my day a bad day. I just wish I could take something to forget about this situation and just be happy and not have all this fear and anxiety. Please pray that I will be happy again and at peace filled with Gods love. And for the nice lady well I think she probably knows nothing of this really. I asked why she was always greeting me so nicely as I didn't even know her and she said I look like a real nice guy. So I was flattered but I don't know about this situation. Seamed dangerous maybe but I have left work due to permanent disability so don't see her anymore which is probably for the best. I also want to add maybe I have an adulterous spirit attacking me due to all my sexual brokenness.
Its really hard to resist when your flesh is drawn by this. However I do try my best I think to resist but this is when I start feeling condemned for having these feelings.
I really repent but is an ongoing struggle at times. I guess I will have to fight sin till I die one day. Oh please God set me free from my fleshly body's sinful nature.
I claim this in Jesus's name. Its not I who live but Christ in me as I've crucified the flesh or do my best to do so. There is no condemnation who walk not after the flesh but in the spirit. Please help me Lord to do this. Why do I not really feel at peace about having written the above, maybe its because I was giving into my flesh and enjoying it. However having seen the bad fruit of this and I resist my fleshy desires now and don't want to have a quick thrill and then feel condemned afterwords.
I have had enough of walking as fleshy christian and want to be filled with the spirit
Its really hard to resist when your flesh is drawn by this. However I do try my best I think to resist but this is when I start feeling condemned for having these feelings.
I really repent but is an ongoing struggle at times. I guess I will have to fight sin till I die one day. Oh please God set me free from my fleshly body's sinful nature.
I claim this in Jesus's name. Its not I who live but Christ in me as I've crucified the flesh or do my best to do so. There is no condemnation who walk not after the flesh but in the spirit. Please help me Lord to do this. Why do I not really feel at peace about having written the above, maybe its because I was giving into my flesh and enjoying it. However having seen the bad fruit of this and I resist my fleshy desires now and don't want to have a quick thrill and then feel condemned afterwords.
I have had enough of walking as fleshy christian and want to be filled with the spirit
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