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My heart races and my stomach hurts.My family is controlling and they use the Word to do it. My middle son and the rest of the family are at odds. The family gossips and we have all become very angry.I am tired of this mess . No I am not suicidal. Just fed up!
One of my sons thinks he might be gay. Making these little comments as though he is wanting to tell me something.I have turned in prayer requests and I have prayed my guts out and nothing changes. I can't do any more and I can't take any more.
Also, I am so tired of being the weakest link. I'm tired of sucking life from the bottom of the barrel. I'm tired of comments and looks that are a reflection of peoples thoughts. I'm tired of believing that God is gonna do something so awesome with our lives. That He is going to raise us up.That we will be able to live a much better life. I have tried hard to be a good mother and to teach my sons the right way. If history repeats itself then all the have to look forward to is poverty and welfare. Of barely getting by. Is this all there is?
One of my sons thinks he might be gay. Making these little comments as though he is wanting to tell me something.I have turned in prayer requests and I have prayed my guts out and nothing changes. I can't do any more and I can't take any more.
Also, I am so tired of being the weakest link. I'm tired of sucking life from the bottom of the barrel. I'm tired of comments and looks that are a reflection of peoples thoughts. I'm tired of believing that God is gonna do something so awesome with our lives. That He is going to raise us up.That we will be able to live a much better life. I have tried hard to be a good mother and to teach my sons the right way. If history repeats itself then all the have to look forward to is poverty and welfare. Of barely getting by. Is this all there is?