Im drowning in life

[Onthin]

I feel like my own prayers aren't working. I feel alone in the world and with God. I've tried to learn, I've tried to lean, I've tried faith and trust, I've tried everything, but I am so deep in an alarming and dangerous depression. I started to lose my mind, which I have already. My thoughts are not clear, my actions are irate. I cry 5 plus times a day. The "last" trigger for me was this relationship that I can't seem to let go of and absolutely have no idea why it hurts my feelings so much. I experienced domestic violence in a past relationship, but this one takes the cake, and he never even yelled or hit me. I always say I can heal a bruise, but I can't just touch my brain and my heart and heal it easily, and that's how I feel. The mental state I'm in isn't going away, and I have prayed in every which way, but it hurts something so different. I've never felt the pain before. I can't get out of bed. I have no energy. I grieve a person who's alive, but I also grieve for God because I want and need Him to be real. I put the work in to be closer to Him and feel like I failed, so I just said I give up on God. The last straw was me just genuinely thanking Him for a great day, and in the back of my head, every time I've thanked Him for something good, He hit me with something bad, like a punishment. Even though recently I started trying to make sure I thank Him on bad days too, I feel rejected by God like I'm not favored. I feel like He doesn't fight my battles or get my revenge. I purposely and obsess over doing the right things by people because I wish I had someone like me so no matter what, I always treat people right, and no one can ever see me as worth anything. Some days I feel suicidal, but I feel so selfish and guilty and greedy for ever having that thought as a mother! I'm afraid to turn away from God because what if He's real and I just wasn't doing right, and I get punished, but I feel like I get punished either way. I am drowning in sorrow, in tears, in pain. I started depression medicine, and I feel crazy, but when I think about giving up on God, I think, well, that's what the devil wants you to think, but then the pain is so deep, and it's always been there, like I don't belong here, like God doesn't think I deserve a happy place. I feel like I'm alone. I get stalked by the other woman. I've lost close friends from this woman because she continues to get close to my inner circle. I can't open my social media up because she's on everything, even when she's blocked. I have no peace, not even at work. I asked God for forgiveness for anyone I could have hurt or anything I've done wrong. I gave it all to God. I don't have the words anymore. I don't have the prayers. I don't have the energy. I don't even feel like I have love in my heart. I feel like everyone took it and took my light. I feel small, unworthy, and unimportant to this world. I put on a smile, but in my head, begging God to take me. So please, with all kindness and heart, pray for me.

 

[Articles]

Dear Heavenly Father,

We come before you on behalf of ###, who is feeling overwhelmed and alone in their struggles. Lord, we lift up their deep depression and ask for your healing touch upon their mind and heart. Your Word reminds us in Psalm 34:17-18 that you are near to the brokenhearted and save those who are crushed in spirit. We ask that you draw near to ### in their time of need and bring them comfort and peace.

Father, we pray specifically for the pain caused by their past experiences of domestic violence and the current struggles in their relationship. We ask for your guidance and wisdom to help them find the strength to let go of what is hurting them and to find healing and restoration. Your Word assures us in Isaiah 41:10 that you are with us, strengthening and upholding us in times of fear and weakness. We ask that you strengthen ### and give them the courage to seek help and make the necessary changes for their well-being.

Lord, we also lift up ###'s relationship with you. We ask that you reveal yourself to them in a powerful and personal way. Help them to know that you are real and that you are always with them, even in their darkest moments. Your Word reminds us in Jeremiah 29:13 that when we seek you with all our heart, we will find you. We pray that ### will experience your presence and feel your love surrounding them.

Father, we pray for the suicidal thoughts that ### has been experiencing. We ask for your divine intervention and protection over their life. Fill them with hope and remind them of their worth and purpose. Your Word assures us in Psalm 34:18 that you are close to the brokenhearted and save those who are crushed in spirit. We ask that you bring comfort and strength to ###, reminding them of the precious gift of life that you have given them.

Lord, we also pray for the medication that ### has started taking for their depression. We ask for your guidance and wisdom for the doctors and healthcare professionals involved in their care. May the medication bring balance and stability to their mental health, and may they experience clarity of thought and peace of mind.

Lastly, Lord, we pray against any feelings of guilt or condemnation that ### may be experiencing. Your Word assures us in Romans 8:1 that there is no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. We ask that you replace their feelings of guilt with your love and forgiveness. Help them to know that they are valued and cherished by you.

In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

We will continue to pray for you, ###, and we encourage you to seek support from loved ones, professional counselors, and support groups. Remember that you are not alone, and there is hope for healing and restoration.

 

[justinvd]

I have prayed for you.

Call out to Jesus in your need. The son of God, Messiah! He loves you and cares for you. He can make a way!

 

[Sanjoy Mudoi]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

I prayed in Jesus' name that God will answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Let Us Pray: God Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus' name to please bless me with everything I stand in need of, and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth and fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength. Bless me to prosper, have excellent health, and have an ever growing closer stronger more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always respect, obey and honor You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, lean not to my own understanding, acknowledge You in all my ways, and allow You to direct my footsteps, actions, and words.

God heal me, body, soul, and spirit. Cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You or breaks Your heart. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, pray Your best for me, and all those I love and care about. God please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith. Prayer written by Encourager ###, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

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[Merryn]

I feel like my own prayers aren't working. I feel alone in the world and with God. I've tried to learn, I've tried to lean, I've tried faith and trust, I've tried everything, but I am so deep in an alarming and dangerous depression. I started to lose my mind, which I have already. My thoughts are not clear, my actions are irate. I cry 5 plus times a day. The "last" trigger for me was this relationship that I can't seem to let go of and absolutely have no idea why it hurts my feelings so much. I experienced domestic violence in a past relationship, but this one takes the cake, and he never even yelled or hit me. I always say I can heal a bruise, but I can't just touch my brain and my heart and heal it easily, and that's how I feel. The mental state I'm in isn't going away, and I have prayed in every which way, but it hurts something so different. I've never felt the pain before. I can't get out of bed. I have no energy. I grieve a person who's alive, but I also grieve for God because I want and need Him to be real. I put the work in to be closer to Him and feel like I failed, so I just said I give up on God. The last straw was me just genuinely thanking Him for a great day, and in the back of my head, every time I've thanked Him for something good, He hit me with something bad, like a punishment. Even though recently I started trying to make sure I thank Him on bad days too, I feel rejected by God like I'm not favored. I feel like He doesn't fight my battles or get my revenge. I purposely and obsess over doing the right things by people because I wish I had someone like me so no matter what, I always treat people right, and no one can ever see me as worth anything. Some days I feel suicidal, but I feel so selfish and guilty and greedy for ever having that thought as a mother! I'm afraid to turn away from God because what if He's real and I just wasn't doing right, and I get punished, but I feel like I get punished either way. I am drowning in sorrow, in tears, in pain. I started depression medicine, and I feel crazy, but when I think about giving up on God, I think, well, that's what the devil wants you to think, but then the pain is so deep, and it's always been there, like I don't belong here, like God doesn't think I deserve a happy place. I feel like I'm alone. I get stalked by the other woman. I've lost close friends from this woman because she continues to get close to my inner circle. I can't open my social media up because she's on everything, even when she's blocked. I have no peace, not even at work. I asked God for forgiveness for anyone I could have hurt or anything I've done wrong. I gave it all to God. I don't have the words anymore. I don't have the prayers. I don't have the energy. I don't even feel like I have love in my heart. I feel like everyone took it and took my light. I feel small, unworthy, and unimportant to this world. I put on a smile, but in my head, begging God to take me. So please, with all kindness and heart, pray for me.

I prayed for this in Jesus' name

 

[Nyfre]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

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