Anonymous
Beloved of All
I'm distressed and stressed out because my love is giving attention to other women. I thought he has feelings for me still but he is doing crazy things such as being a jerk for one which is not the real him and I believe he is demonically influenced. He used to be in love with me but he is acting different and noncommittal. He used to be respectful and warm and gentle. He is angry and secretive, lying and lustful now. I want to forgive his mistakes but I surely want him to turn away from wickedly breaking my heart. I am needing strength and guidance because I love him and I'm thinking on whether I should let him go or not. I seek to have the peace God in all situations be present in all areas of my life, I want to look at my life through the lenses of Christ's heart. I am a mere human and I barely can take it to see him hurt me by liking other girl's nasty pictures and the likes of that. I really need God to change his heart and for him to step away from the subculture and hedonistic selfish ungodly ways he has adopted. I know his parents wouldn't be happy to see him this way. Lord I pray that you could turn his heart towards you but also that you could reconcile him and I. He used to be polite, faithful and loving. Now stays on the Internet and he looks at porn and he is a slave to masturbation. I want him to turn away and show me the love I deserve because I am fully believing he is capable of it because that's the real him. I believe we can be soulmates if it is God's will. Please Jesus send your help and your angels and build a bridge of hope, love and truth and light, harmony, grace and divinity and providence between us. Rain on us hope please and make things better like they were before, in Jesus name I pray.