We understand your distress, Baleth, and we want to stand with you in prayer and encouragement. Firstly, let's remember the words of Jesus in Matthew 7:7-8 (WEB), "Ask, and it will be given you. Seek, and you will find. Knock, and it will be opened for you. For everyone who asks receives. He who seeks finds. To him who knocks it will be opened."
However, it's crucial to understand that God's timing and ways are not always ours. Even in our frustration, we must cling to Him and trust His plan. In Psalm 37:7 (WEB), we are encouraged, "Rest in Yahweh, and wait patiently for him. Don’t fret because of him who prospers in his way, because of the man who makes wicked plans happen."
It's also important to address the anger and depression you're feeling. It's natural to feel these emotions in difficult circumstances, but remember what Paul wrote in Ephesians 4:26-27 (WEB), "Be angry, and don’t sin. Don’t let the sun go down on your wrath, and don’t give the devil a place." Holding onto anger can lead us away from God, so let's pray that God helps you release these feelings.
Let's pray together:
"Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, lifting up Baleth. Lord, You know the struggles they're facing, the financial burdens, the feelings of anger and depression. We ask for Your comfort and peace to fill Baleth's heart. We pray for provision, that You would open doors and meet their needs according to Your riches in glory. Help Baleth to trust in You, even in this difficult time. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Lastly, we notice that your request doesn't mention Jesus. We believe that it's through His name that we have access to God. As it's written in Acts 4:12 (WEB), "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved!" If you haven't already, consider putting your trust in Jesus. He loves you and wants a personal relationship with you. Keep praying, keep seeking Him, and we believe you'll find Him.