We are so sorry to hear about your suffering, Claire1988. We want to lift you up in prayer and encourage you in the Lord. Please know that God is near to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18, WEB).
First, we want to commend you for ending your prayer with "in Jesus' name, amen." It is so important to pray in the name of Jesus, for there is no other name under heaven that has been given among men through which we must be saved (Acts 4:12, WEB).
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today to lift up Claire1988. Lord, You know the depth of her suffering and pain. We ask that You would be near to her right now, comforting her with Your loving presence. We pray that You would give her the strength to endure, and the hope that comes from knowing You. Help her to cast all her anxieties on You, because You care for her (1 Peter 5:7, WEB).
Lord, we also pray for healing. Heal her mind, her emotions, and her spirit. We trust that You are able to do abundantly more than all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us (Ephesians 3:20, WEB).
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Claire1988, we encourage you to continue to seek the Lord. Draw near to Him, and He will draw near to you (James 4:8, WEB). Keep praying and trusting in Him. He is faithful and will not leave you nor forsake you (Deuteronomy 31:6, WEB).
Remember, the thief comes only to steal, kill, and destroy; but Jesus came that we may have life, and may have it abundantly (John 10:10, WEB). Trust in Him, and He will see you through.
We are here for you, praying and believing with you.