Holy God and loving Father, I consciously place my fears, worries, anxieties, and burdens in your hands. I know that I have so little power to change the outcome of these events and I trust that you will work what is pleasing to you, and best for me, out of these situations. Forgive me for my anxious thoughts and for letting my own worry become an idol that robs you of my full trust. Strengthen and empower me to trust you more by the power and presence of your Spirit. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen
Go see a doctor. There is plenty of help out their that have good doctors that will help you find out what is deeply bothering you. We all suffer with stress, but stress can make us physically and mentally sick. Sometimes, depression can be just a chemical in balance and you will need medication to help you adjust. Do not put this suffering off and go seek help. No shame! You are in true pain and you need encouragement to ask for help. Many people suffer with depression and their family members do not understand and they do not know how to help. Some family members can be very supportive. If your parents do not understand then just go to doctor or a clinic to ask for help. Look up online the nearest place you can go too. I will be praying for you. *Please note after Hurricane K in N.O.La. I witness many ladies, kids, and men of all ages suffer with depression. This was a very overwhelming time. The pressure was greater then largest earth quote. There were doctors that went into the community to seek people that needed help. These were just regular people that were broken.
Praying for you to seek help! God Bless YOu!