Dayrae
Disciple of Prayer
Can someone pray for me and ask God for me so that I may know the truth? Have I become out of reach of forgiveness and salvation? Have I fallen away, become an apostate, and/or become unsavable?
I recently realized that I've been doing what Hebrews 10:26 is talking about. I knew of this verse, but I've never read Hebrews yet so I didn't think of it. I've willfully sinned before and I sincerely regret it. This is a sin I've been struggling with and have been addicted to, and I believe I have willfully done it multiple times. I've prayed asking God for forgiveness, I told him I would repent and change my ways because I now realize the error in my ways, and I've asked him to have mercy on me. I'm such a screw up and I deserve nothing.
I'm fearful that I won't be able to find him even if he's what I want most. In Proverbs 1:28-31 it says, "Then they will call to me but I will not answer; they will look for me but will not find me, since they hated knowledge and did not choose to fear the Lord. Since they would not accept my advice and spurned my rebuke, they will eat the fruit of their ways and be filled with the fruit of their schemes."
I recently realized that I've been doing what Hebrews 10:26 is talking about. I knew of this verse, but I've never read Hebrews yet so I didn't think of it. I've willfully sinned before and I sincerely regret it. This is a sin I've been struggling with and have been addicted to, and I believe I have willfully done it multiple times. I've prayed asking God for forgiveness, I told him I would repent and change my ways because I now realize the error in my ways, and I've asked him to have mercy on me. I'm such a screw up and I deserve nothing.
I'm fearful that I won't be able to find him even if he's what I want most. In Proverbs 1:28-31 it says, "Then they will call to me but I will not answer; they will look for me but will not find me, since they hated knowledge and did not choose to fear the Lord. Since they would not accept my advice and spurned my rebuke, they will eat the fruit of their ways and be filled with the fruit of their schemes."