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Beloved of All
I'm a woman aged 28 years old, I'm from South Africa, I live in Pretoria (Gauteng Province). I am asking for prayers hence the bad luck I've experienced ever since I was til the age I am right now, I had learning problems when I was growing up but today I thank the almighty I'm proud that I completed my studies I am now a National diploma graduate. I've been unlucky in love every guy that I meet somewhere down the line he's bound to hurt me, use me, take me for granted and take advantage of me, I meet men who don't open up to me and tell me the truth about who they really are, I am now in relationship, well I'm not sure if it is a relationship, he's known me years ago what drew my attraction to him was when he told me the first time he saw me I was still in college what mode of transport I used and what I wore the day he saw me and when I recall back its true but another thing is we've known each other since late last year til now we haven't sat down and talked like grown ups or spent time together like a couple should we haven't gone out for a movie or dinner nothing, he doesn't call me instead I'm the one who calls, send messages but for him to do so its a mission at the same time he's got 4 kids of which each of them have their own mother what worries me is that I'm not sure if he's still an item with one of the mothers or he's living with 1 of them, I don't know if he really means what he says when he says he loves me I just don't believe him because all I see here is a player who just wants to sleep with me and just leave I feel I am not going anywhere with him I feel I'm wasting my time whereas he's using me, and another thing that's stressing is the debt I am in I cant seem to pay hence the little I'm earning, I am currently working at an organization but I am not happy I work with a broken heart everyday I get shouted at everyday I've been applying for a job but I cant seem to find any
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