perez123
Disciple of Prayer
im a solider who just came back from Afghanistan. Me andmy spouse were having issues but i thought we had worked threw them. We are both Christian s and belive in the word. My walk with God was not great at the time and i thought provding was how i showed love. Uon my return my wife told me sh didny want to be married anymore an waned to be wit her friends and party. We went to ourpastor and she admitted what God had said but she didn't care and sh wants to do what she gonna do. My wife was so loving kind and sweet and now shes a completely different person. But i still love her. I turned to God and asked for his forgiveness for my part in this. I made him my first love now. She wants a divorce and in spite of that his love fuels my love for her. His call to be faithful to her still keeps me from running to sin. I hear in my heart that hes going to bring her back and when i contest that thought so i can move on i feel sick with sin. Im now ministering to strangers in the parking lot even though im broken im grateful to Jesus for being my stregnth threw all of this. And although i belive in Gods promise to me to bring my wifes love back and most importantly her relationship with him back, i realize that no matter what happens the most important thing is my personal relationship with him. For his will to be done. I love my wife so much and everyday i fall more in love with her despite the hurtful things she says or do. So please pray that the Lord softens my wifes heart and comes back to him. And that are marriage will be restored will a even better marriage. One that places God first in all that we do. Thank you so much.
Mark
Mark