Fogtad
Disciple of Prayer
I'm a sinner knowing what I'm doing is a sin I always repeat doing.I can't resist my temptations.I got to know about adultery since my childhood during primary school,my cousin brother taught me about many things I was into incest thoughts lustful thoughts mastrubation during childhood only, I couldn't get out of these till now I'm 23 years old now turning 24 next month.I couldn't concentrate on my studies I don't know how to interact with people during large gatherings.When i was into depression porn was my relief. Over some period i got to know about sex chatting,I talked about vulgar stuff with some of my friends who were girls. I had done many sins I feel guilt for those sometimes. Sometimes I feel like nothing is wrong I can do anything i want it's my life. I always look into other's life, I always think about other people, but I couldn't concentrate on myself.I always neglect my studies and procrastinate all the time available.I got Medical seat last year with god's grace because I haven't studied the whole year but I could write my exam well and join mbbs after a four long years gap,but even after joining MBBS I haven't changed I wasted a lot of time and I get worried few days before the exam I had passed my first year through his grace,even I neglected my second year it's 15 days left but I didn't get serious about my exams I don't have any knowledge till now I was wasting my time... I'm mastrubating 3-4 times a day these days. I'm getting weaken every day
. I'm having these sexual thoughts can't study my mind is full of sexual desires and lustful eyes.I was into dating apps I became very desperate about flesh I started this when I'm 14 yrs old it got worsen from 18 years now I'm 23. Every time I try to stop mastrubating I'm getting deviated. Every time I pray I fall. Please do pray for me
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