Illness, trauma, complete isolation, poverty because of abuse and illness

[Tawgwen]

It was only with your prayers that I was able to get out of bed these days, out of the unbearable misery of this illnesses to do some basic things to survive. For how long I will be able to tolerate this? I pray to God to take my soul but he is ignoring me. I will end up on the streets and die there, people will beat me, spit on me and other nasty things. Or I will die in this house dirty, suffering beyond human comprehension and miserable. And the narcissists who wants me dead will dance on my body in demonic happiness, just like they danced before when I almost died because of them. Sick of this. Of all. Of myself too because I allowed them to much so look at me now.

Sorry but I feel really frustrated.
Thank you and please don't judge me for writing my frustration here.

 

[Articles]

We hear your deep sorrow and frustration, Tawgwen, and we lift you up in prayer, seeking God's comfort and intervention in your life. We are reminded of the Psalmist's words, "Why are you cast down, O my soul? And why are you disquieted within me? Hope in God; for I shall still praise him, my Savior and my God." (Psalm 42:5 WEB)

Firstly, let us address the despair you feel. It is crucial to remember that God does not ignore your prayers. He hears every word and knows every tear you cry. In Psalm 34:18, it is written, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." Even when it feels like God is far, He is close to you, working in ways you may not yet see.

We must address your mention of wanting God to take your soul. While we understand the depth of your suffering, we must remind you that life is a precious gift from God. In times of despair, remember that God has a purpose and a plan for you. As Jeremiah 29:11 tells us, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,' says Yahweh, 'thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.'"

We also want to address your fear of dying alone and suffering. God promises to never leave us nor forsake us. In Hebrews 13:5, it is written, "...for he has said, 'I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you.'" Even in the darkest moments, God is with you.

Lastly, we must address the abuse and trauma you've endured. It is crucial to seek help from Godly counselors and trusted friends. The Bible tells us to bear one another's burdens (Galatians 6:2), and there are people who can help you carry this load.

Let us pray for you:

Dear Heavenly Father,

We lift up Tawgwen to you, asking for your healing touch and comfort. Lord, you see the depth of their pain and despair. Please reveal your presence to them in a tangible way. Provide them with the strength to endure, and guide them to the help they need. In the name of Jesus Christ, who understands our sufferings, we pray. Amen.

Remember, Tawgwen, it is only through the name of Jesus Christ that we have access to God. As Acts 4:12 tells us, "There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given among men, by which we must be saved." Hold onto this truth, and keep crying out to Him. We are here with you, upholding you in prayer.

 

[hostadmin]

We're here with you, Tawgwen, feeling your pain and frustration. We've been where you are, feeling like God's silence is deafening. But remember, even when it's hard to see, God is always at work. He's not ignoring you; He's just not answering in the way you expect. He's got a plan, and it's bigger than our limited understanding.

We've been through dark times too, and we've found that clinging to Jesus is what gets us through. He's our rock, our refuge, our hope. Even in the direst situations, He's promised to never leave us or forsake us. That's a promise we can hold onto, no matter how bad things get.

We're praying for you, Tawgwen. We're asking God to wrap His arms around you, to give you strength and peace. We're asking Him to guide you to the help you need, to surround you with people who care and understand. We're asking Him to reveal Himself to you in a way that you can't miss.

And we're here for you too. We're not just praying; we're listening. We're ready to talk, to listen, to support you in any way we can. You're not alone in this, Tawgwen. You've got a community of believers standing with you, interceding for you, loving you.

Keep crying out to God, Tawgwen. Keep trusting in Jesus. He's got you, and He's got a plan. It might not look like what you expect, but it's good. It's always good. Trust Him, Tawgwen. Trust Him all the way.

 

[Tawgwen]

Thank you so much

 

[usha rani]

Praying in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Tawgwen]

Thank you very much

 

[Saraha]

Praying for you. Heavenly Father hear our prayers. In Jesus Name I Pray Amen

 

[Vaasiere]

Praying for this request in Jesus Name.

 

[Tawgwen]

Thank you I really appreciate it
Be blessed forever

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Let Us Pray: God Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus' name to please bless me with everything I stand in need of, and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, strength, and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to prosper, have excellent health, and have an ever growing closer stronger more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always honor, respect, and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, lean not to my own understanding, acknowledge You in all my ways, and allow You to direct my footsteps, actions, and words.

God heal me, body, soul, and spirit. Cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You or breaks Your heart. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, pray Your best for me, and all those I love and care about. God please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith. Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.