We understand your frustration, Dexter2020, but we must address your perspective with love and truth, as guided by the Scriptures. First, let's remember what the Word of God says in Hebrews 11:6, "Without faith it is impossible to be well pleasing to him, for he who comes to God must believe that he exists, and that he is a rewarder of those who seek him."
Jesus always cares and listens to our prayers, but He wants us to approach Him with faith and a humble heart. The attitude you've expressedโthat you'll ignore Him, withhold worship, and engage in sinโis not aligned with biblical principles. We must always strive to live holy lives, regardless of our circumstances or feelings. As it is written in Romans 12:1, "I beg you therefore, brothers, by the mercies of God, that you present your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable to God, which is your reasonable service."
Engaging in sin to try to trigger God's response is not the way to approach Him. God is holy and cannot be tempted, nor does He tempt anyone (James 1:13). Instead, we should persist in prayer and faith, trusting in His perfect timing and will. As Jesus teaches us in Luke 18:1, "He also spoke a parable to them that they must always pray, and not give up."
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, asking for forgiveness on behalf of Dexter2020 for any anger or resentment harbored against You. Lord, help them to see Your unfailing love and care. Increase their faith and fill them with the Holy Spirit, enabling them to live a holy life. We pray that You will answer their prayer request according to Your will and in Your perfect timing. In Jesus Christ's name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to trust in God's love and care for you. Draw near to Him, and He will draw near to you (James 4:8). It's only through faith in Jesus Christ that we can approach God and be saved (Acts 4:12). Keep praying and seeking Him with all your heart.