Anonymous
Beloved of All
If it is Your will, I would like to fall in love and have a real marriage. I want to live on a farm. I want to marry a preacher. I want him to be tall, funny, and have a deep voice. I want him to be a provider, protector, and partner. I want to help him achieve his goals and be successful. I am very grateful for my blessings. Forgive me if I am asking for too much. I need a friend and companion. I hope he finds me soon. Regardless, lead me to the right church home. Forgive me of my sins. If it is not meant for me, I want to get use to being alone. Help me down size and move. Please help me control my reactions and let go of bitterness and resentment. I am sorry for my part in ruining past relationships. I do not understand why I am being ignored. Why do I get it all wrong? I want to travel. Please let my daughter take care of my pets while I am away. I pray E is safe. I do not trust him. I am afraid. I hope he stops being mad at me and be nice about moving on. Please let him get the help he needs. Spare me the pain and speed up the recovery. Help me make it by myself and figure things out. I fear I unintentionally ruined everything. I do not know what else to do. I ask for E to forgive me. Forgive me for being mean. I am so confused and afraid.