Wyrebyn
Disciple of Prayer
If anyone cares... Hard Times, I've been going through some tough times these past few years. Sometimes I feel like I'm all alone and nobody cares what is happening to me. Since 2018, I've got divorced, I lost my wife. It felt like I lost a part of myself. I still cry over it 6 years later. I've been single since then. In 2020 covid hit. I got fired from my job. I was told that they were downsizing. Two weeks later, I got that i supervised, he took my place and the company called me and wanted to know if I would come back and do his job running the saws ast a lesser pay. I contacted a labor lawyer, he said that there was no case, they do that all the time here in CA. I was on unemployment for over a year, nobody was hiring. And I wouldn't get the jab, so that made it even harder. My unemployment ran out in Aug of 2021. In Oct of 2021, my dad was diagnosed with a very rare blood cancer. So I was taking him to all of his appointments at Kaiser. Four to five times a week we were there for blood draws and infusions. And few times on the weekend at the emergency for infusions, because oncology was closed in our city on the weekends. So I was in a different city until 1 or 2am. In Sept of 2022, my daddy passed away. That was too much to handle. Constant crying, even today. We had his funeral a week or so later. In Oct 2022, my mom had a stroke because of everything that happened with dad dying. She was in the hospital for a week. I was able to get on with IHSS and get paid while taking care of mom. But somehow they changed the requirements and my mom would have to start paying me for this, it was called share of cost. I ended up losing my car in July of 2023, because I couldn't make the loan payments any more. I've worked for my bro in law a few times cleaning trailers to make money. But my bills keep piling up and nobody wants to hire a 52 yr old white male in the communist republic of CA. It's all DEI hires... I've put in a lot of applications, even pulling online orders for a grocery store, which I have a lot of experience. But no replies or calls. I don't know what to do any more. I don't see any breakthroughs. I keep praying and asking The Lord, what have I done? What have I done so bad that all of this has happened to me? Frank...