Jesussaves89
Beloved of All
i really really want my ownlife. im 35 years old. also with parents who dont even like me and tkiang car eof my grandma. i feel so alone. i begged Gdo eevry day for a friend no. husband. no. good health. no. what can i have in my life? what can i have . nothign make sme happy except my grandma.i just want my lif eto end. i dotnliek my lfie. praying does not help i feel aloen.i ate haivng this horribel diabete si hat ebeign abloen i hate beign ina foreign ocutnry i havt ebeign por ai hat emy teeth. i hat emy life. i hate wakign up to cry all day every da.y i dsont wna to live. this is not al ife.if i can tlifve why do i have to keep ogign. i want ot live. but ther eis always abuse. PEAE PELASE PROVIDE AWAY OUT OF THIS HOUSE SOON?: I REALLY REALLY WANT TO LEAVE I REALY WANT TO LEAVE MY famiyl. i jsut wn tm yown husband to live an dlvoe and vice versa. im 35 how fiathful how good tod i have to be to have health life. how mcuh clenaing how much tkaing pthe rpeopels abuse.I JUST WODNT SEE a way oput i fee no hope and fighitn mentla illness. when does it get better how can i communciapte wiht hte LOrd how cna i tell pelads epela spelas egiv em a husband of myown who take me away omr this homeéir eally odnt liek it here. hearl my parent shela my grandma save us help. LOR DI cant handle beign alvie anymor ei really hate beign aliv ean di dont know what to do i can theal myself i cant svae myeefl and i cannot get the Lor dod these thigns pelase osmeon pray of rme. i feel awful al the time i feel awful ALLL tiem time PLEASE OSMEON HELP ME DSOMEONE CARE CARE ABOUT OMENE LOVE ME PASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!