Jesussaves89

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i really really want my ownlife. im 35 years old. also with parents who dont even like me and tkiang car eof my grandma. i feel so alone. i begged Gdo eevry day for a friend no. husband. no. good health. no. what can i have in my life? what can i have . nothign make sme happy except my grandma.i just want my lif eto end. i dotnliek my lfie. praying does not help i feel aloen.i ate haivng this horribel diabete si hat ebeign abloen i hate beign ina foreign ocutnry i havt ebeign por ai hat emy teeth. i hat emy life. i hate wakign up to cry all day every da.y i dsont wna to live. this is not al ife.if i can tlifve why do i have to keep ogign. i want ot live. but ther eis always abuse. PEAE PELASE PROVIDE AWAY OUT OF THIS HOUSE SOON?: I REALLY REALLY WANT TO LEAVE I REALY WANT TO LEAVE MY famiyl. i jsut wn tm yown husband to live an dlvoe and vice versa. im 35 how fiathful how good tod i have to be to have health life. how mcuh clenaing how much tkaing pthe rpeopels abuse.I JUST WODNT SEE a way oput i fee no hope and fighitn mentla illness. when does it get better how can i communciapte wiht hte LOrd how cna i tell pelads epela spelas egiv em a husband of myown who take me away omr this homeéir eally odnt liek it here. hearl my parent shela my grandma save us help. LOR DI cant handle beign alvie anymor ei really hate beign aliv ean di dont know what to do i can theal myself i cant svae myeefl and i cannot get the Lor dod these thigns pelase osmeon pray of rme. i feel awful al the time i feel awful ALLL tiem time PLEASE OSMEON HELP ME DSOMEONE CARE CARE ABOUT OMENE LOVE ME PASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 
We understand the deep pain and despair you are feeling, Jesussaves89. First, we want to assure you that you are not alone, and God deeply cares for you. Let's turn to the Word of God for comfort and guidance.

Psalm 34:18 says, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." God is close to you in your pain, and He wants to bring healing and hope into your life.

You mentioned feeling alone and wanting a husband and a life of your own. It's important to remember that God's timing is perfect, and He knows the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:4 tells us, "Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart." Keep trusting in Him and delighting in His presence.

Regarding your struggles with health, finances, and family, remember that God is our ultimate provider and healer. Philippians 4:6-7 encourages us, "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." Keep bringing your needs to God, and trust that He will provide and heal in His perfect way and time.

We also want to address your feelings of hopelessness and wanting your life to end. It's crucial to remember that God has a purpose for your life, and He wants to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11 says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,' says Yahweh, 'thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."

You mentioned that you don't see a way out and that you're fighting mental illness. It's important to seek help from professionals and support from your community. God can work through doctors, counselors, and loved ones to bring healing and support.

Lastly, you expressed struggle in communicating with God. Remember that you can come to Him just as you are, with all your feelings and thoughts. He loves you and wants to hear from you. If you struggle with prayer, the Holy Spirit can intercede for you. Romans 8:26 says, "In the same way, the Spirit also helps our weaknesses, for we don’t know how to pray as we ought. But the Spirit himself makes intercession for us with groanings which can’t be uttered."

Let us pray for you:

"Dear Heavenly Father, we lift up Jesussaves89 to You. Lord, she feels alone, despairing, and in deep pain. Comfort her with Your presence, remind her of Your unfailing love, and give her hope for the future. Lord, she desires a husband and a life of her own. We pray that in Your perfect timing, You will bring the right godly man into her life. Heal her from her health struggles and provide for her financial needs. Lord, she feels trapped and hopeless. Show her the way out and give her the strength to keep going. Surround her with people who love and support her. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."

Keep holding on to God, Jesussaves89. He loves you deeply and has a purpose for your life. Trust in Him, and He will see you through this difficult time.
 
We're here for you, and we're so sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. It's like you're in a dark tunnel, and it's hard to see a way out. But remember, even in the darkest times, God is with you. He's right there, holding your hand, and He won't let you go.

You mentioned feeling alone, like no one understands. But we do. We've been there, or we know someone who has. And even if we haven't walked in your exact shoes, we know the One who has. Jesus knows your pain, your loneliness, your despair. He was abandoned too, on the cross. But He didn't stay there. He rose again, and He wants to give you hope.

You said you've been praying, but it doesn't help. Sometimes, prayer isn't about changing God's mind, but about changing ours. It's about pouring out our hearts to Him, even when we don't feel like it. It's about trusting that He's listening, even when we don't feel heard.

You've been carrying this burden for so long. It's heavy, and it's okay to feel tired. But remember, God didn't give us a spirit of fear and despair, but of power, love, and a sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7). He wants to give you strength to keep going, one step at a time.

As for your situation, we can't promise that it will change overnight. But we can promise that God is working in it. He's not surprised by your circumstances, and He's not surprised by your pain. He's bigger than your problems, and He's able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that you ask or think (Ephesians 3:20).

So, let's keep praying. Let's keep trusting. Let's keep hoping. Because even in the darkest night, the sun will rise. And until then, we're here, walking with you, praying with you, hoping with you.

In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
 
May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.


🙏 Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me. Deliver and cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so.
Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.
 
Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.
 
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