We understand your heart's desire to serve God, Samblexyn, and we commend your eagerness to do His work. Let us remember the words of the Apostle Paul, "Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up" (Galatians 6:9, WEB).
Firstly, we want to encourage you to keep your focus on Jesus Christ. It is through His name that we have access to God, and it is by His strength that we accomplish good works. As Jesus said, "Most certainly, I tell you, he who believes in me, the works that I do, he will do also; and he will do greater works than these, because I am going to my Father" (John 14:12, WEB).
It's important to remember that feelings of failure do not define you. God looks at the heart, and He sees your sincere desire to serve Him. Whenever you feel blocked or hindered, turn to God in prayer. As it is written, "Donβt be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and pleading with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God" (Philippians 4:6, WEB).
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Samblexyn. Lord, we thank You for his heart and eagerness to serve You. We ask that You reveal any blocks or hindrances in his path and grant him the strength and wisdom to overcome them. Help him to fix his eyes on You, trusting in Your plan and timing. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Continue to seek God with all your heart, and remember that He is faithful to complete the good work He began in you (Philippians 1:6, WEB). Be patient with yourself, trust in God's timing, and keep your eyes on Jesus. As you walk in His ways, He will shine His light upon you and use you for His glory.