Buthkaris
Disciple of Prayer
I would like to pray over my problems in life because I can't bear it. It's too heavy. My name is Cris. I hope you can help me. I'm depressed in my life because I don't have a job and I'm jealous of people my age. I have jobs, I would like to change my life or at least get a job this year because I feel like a useless person living in the world, God will change my path in life because I no longer have parents to hold on to I'm also unemployed and I didn't go to college and it's hard to get a job, I'm full of insecurities, full of self-doubt, I'm 22 years old, so I don't have anything to achieve. I hope even if I can get a job now, I cry every night every time I see people my age who have a happy life. I'm at home thinking that I'm depressed. I don't know the path I'm going to take. I don't have anything because my parents don't have money and I don't know how to get a job because it's hard to find a job in my country and I also suffer from acne scars. I still have many problems with my brain. I really want to go through this but I want to fight because I believe that someone is waiting for me but I hope that God will guide me in what I will walk in the world because it is really hard to fight in my situation I have nothing to hold on to I have no talent yet i dont know i always down my self please to everyone who reads this please pray for me because i can't do this anymore i'm really looking for someone to talk to about my problem but i can't tell anyone so here on prayerrequest.com i'll say i feel like i hope to be helped When I pray, I know that I'm not a perfect person, but I have a good heart and I'm ready to help others. I hope this month my life will change. I'll let you know when it's done, even if you join. Thank you very much for your time and understanding. I will be told because I have too much to do to earn money, I need to learn English editing, photoshop, that's the only way I can see to get a job, if you pray for me to get a client, I hope I can get through this, it's really painful, I think I'm going crazy It's only maladaptive daydreaming that makes me happy. My life is so sad. Please lord, if you're listening to me, help me at least a little because I can't take what I'm feeling and what I'm going through. I hope you understand me even if my grammar is wrong. thank you for everything and I hope your life will be good too, thank you