monkeyface
Humble Prayer Partner
I would like prayer that when Elaine or other people exalt themselves over me competing with me, bragging in order to belittle me, assaulting me by showing me their breasts and touching me when I am sleeping that because they did these things, they have heaped coals of fire on their own heads and that I will have the victory over all these people that hate me with cruel hatred. I don't know why I was always despised. My home town deliberately helped my boyfriend succeed after we broke up----the whole town went against me and my boyfriend blaming me of things that I didn't do. I would like prayer that I will be vindicated of all these lies and the truth will stand out loud and clear. And last time I went back to my home town to my dad's funeral, my own cousin said that I looked old. They tore me down since my youth. My self-esteem is in shambles and I need prayer for inner healing of all these words and braggiing they spoke against me in order to exalt themselves and make me feel worthless. I need prayer for victory over all these people who took part in tearing me apart including the employees from my workplace and even supervisors. I want a vindication. I need to feel vindicated. Then my mom and dad and 14-year old dog died of cancer. I feel despondent and depressed and started drinking alcohol and now I am spending all my money on alcohol with my alcholic brother. I need prayer that me and my brother will be able to quit drinking and turn our hearts over to the Lord and that we will prosper in our health, body, mind, soul, bones, muscles, head, teeth, hair, skin, toe nails but I need prayer that Elaine will be accountable for assaulting me and bragging about herself going to become a computer analysist----belittling my achievements----she is not a friend----may the Lord remove her from my life----may the Lord convinct Elaine and all my enemies of the harm that they have caused me. I pray for a financial blessing to replace my flooring and re-install my patio door or else put in a french door. I need prayer that I will receive full restitution from the deck man, Neil, as soon as possible and that God will give me wisdom in order to take the plight to the Small Claims Court if necessary. Debby,