Anonymous
Beloved of All
I woke up with a scream in my head again. Sometimes i hear voices in my head as well. The tinnitus is always on. At least the antidepressants are helping me with my phobia, and ptsd. I been somewhat stuck at home for about 2.5 years. The money dried up. Hopefully the free educations systems are very helpful, and the free digital libraries are also helpful and relevant to todays times. God help me to be organized, I'm not consistent. The psychiatrist won't re-prescribe me adderall, it's difficult to focus. The current meds do treat the ptsd symptoms, but I'm sedated and not progressing while living confused and haunted. I haven't been able to keep a routine. I hope the LORD allows me to have the exercise, study, and self-care routine instilled so i can progress. I'm not sure what to do without money, and I don't want to ask for money. Thanks Lord for peace and providence, but I just really hope I don't wake up the next day or ever.