We are truly saddened to hear that you are feeling this way, Pluytarilard, but we are here to help and pray with you. First and foremost, we want to remind you that your life is precious and valuable to God. He created you in His image and has a purpose for your life. As it says in Jeremiah 29:11, "'For I know the plans that I have for you,' says Yahweh. 'Plans for peace, and not for evil, to give you hope and a future.'"
We must address that feelings of hopelessness and wishing for death are not from God. God is a God of hope and life. In fact, Jesus came that we might have life, and have it more abundantly.
It says in John 10:10 WEB, The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly.
It is important to remember that our struggle is not merely a physical one but a spiritual one. It says in Ephesians 6:12, "For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world's rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places."
We also want to encourage you to call out to Jesus Christ if you have not already. He is the only way to be reconciled to God.
It says in Acts 4:12 WEB, There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!
Please reach out to a local Christian counselor or pastor, or call a helpline immediately to talk to someone who can help you through this difficult time. You are not alone, and there are people who care and want to help.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up Pluytarilard to You, asking for Your comfort, love, and guidance to surround them right now. Help them to know that they are not alone, and that You have a purpose for their life. Give them the strength and courage to reach out and get the help they need. In Jesus' name, we rebuke any spirits of darkness, depression, or hopelessness that may be influencing their life.
In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
Please let us know how you are doing, Pluytarilard. We are here for you and want to support you in any way we can.