Jesussaves89
Beloved of All
Aalso my homless dad needs urgently helaign of his heart valv enort worign properly and a shelter form the cold. wish i was loved form any one and i dotn knwo why. Lor dhwy didnt you sned me friends when i was yougner or a hsuband . ilove my grandma nd she loves me . i am her caregive rbtu its hard. i wish i was loved by mre poeple, Im sad Lord why ocouldnt you giv em more lvoe. i jsut wiltign herer. why dont you lv eme Lord. how do oyu show me love Lord??? never got told i am love dby my mothe rneevr Got hugs never gto eye cotnact because she has asperger syndorme. ther eis no love form anyone. i never get acompliment never get hug i dotn even get eye contact. iw ish i wa sneevr born. why can ti ever have love. why do i have to be alive. i tried so hard ot giv elove ot others i enevr felt love dby anyoen.i go throught th emotions i am aso ill . i never got love an di dotn gfeel love dby God. i have to giv eand giv and giv ebut i never ever feel loved by anyone. i almsot died form the sadness litereally and the dissapointment. why am i not anbel to recive love. LOrd whats with me. why can ti be lvoe dina way tha tmakes me feel loved jus tnc ein my life. i dotn even want a relationship withj anyone anymore. even wiht ods its so hard. i dotn feel loved. and then i self isolate. Lor dplease show me lov eina wa yi feel love d. i asked my mother what od oyu like aboutme hopiing to ge tosme love and then she asks what do oyu liek about me? why cant a mother jsut show soem lvo eot her child? i dotn udnerstand my mom an di dotn want to feel so unloved my whoel life. whats wrogn wiht me. how ocme God did not have anym lov eof rme or put it in peopels heaets ot lov eme its allperformanc ebased. my prayer is Lor dsend epope wh love me nd please help me lov eothers who odtnshow me love. i have a hard time wiht htis and i wish God coculd hela my moms form aperger syndorm ebecuae i feel so unloved unseen unehard misunderstood by her. Lor dpelase send soem neuropypical ot shwo me lvoe pelas ei ebg oyu . i may be a sinenr btu inned lov ei am abel to understand my love languaghe please PLEade have mercy in thename of the Lord Jeus Chirst. pelas ehal ym grandma form small bowle obstruction syndorm. Please tach my mother how to lov eme an docmmucniate with em.pelase and until then pease giv eus boundarie si feel so unlove dby her. please Lor d help em in this area. i need love ina way i can survive . dont wihthold i ask for lov ein mylvo elangugae. becua sie dotn udnerstan dit how can it be love?