I wish he would regret hurting me and using me... I wish he would feel remorse of the pain he caused. I wish I wouldn't hurt anymore... I wish he wouldn;t have told me what he said or did what he did... I wish he would have chosen me and not minimize me for being aestheticly girly. I wish he would feel what I feel... I wish the pain would stop.... I wish he would of been there for me... I wish he would of seen I wanted to be his peace if he would of let me instead of blocking my spirit because he was thinking of another girl... I wish I was the one he would think of...I wish karma would hit him... and I also wish I didn't feel love fo him anymore cuz he doesn't deserve it, he dont want me... I was a fool to fall for him when he was just playing.
Please be careful in making wishes ! Because as you speak it out loud or write it down , just as GOD hears it, Satan also reads and hears it . Ask GOD for guidance and for HIS understanding of the situation and how to handle it within your heart . But do this without holding animosity towards the other person. That is the hardest part , as we have a tendency as humans to pray to GID with the intention of GOD hurting the other person and bringing them down . That's almost like telling our FATHER what to do . Believe me ! I know the words you speak well , as I have been hurt so many times in my life. I walked away from GODS path years ago, just enough to preach to people, helping them , while gradually having fun and seeking a love from someone that only GOD could provide. I later on realized that , even though I knew it,, it took years to actually realize it . And in that amount of time, seeing how far Satan had corrupted my teachings, my life , my actions and my peace .. Satan doesn't work fast , but he is ALWAYS waiting on you to be broken so he can give you exactly what you seek as fast as he can or as soon as you want it .. breaking the patience we should have used in getting to know GOD again or for the first time. Ultimately starting a repetitive circle that starts out great , causing us to blind ourselves and thank GOD for something HE didn't provide us , lifting us up to bring praise for a time .. ignoring the smallest red flags in our sight or minds of the gift or person given . That red flag is GOD speaking through the storm coming. Then later on as we get closer to our immediate gift of comfort or prayer answered in our minds , it starts to crumble, we seek GOD for help , but because we accepted the immediate gift of comfort at first , allowing the devil his shot at us , we have spent time , blindly following the wrong one and forgetting about GOD . but GOD never forgets us and is always there . But Satan will speak in your mind , making GODS way or words out to be bogus or ridiculous. Then we start breaking ourselves down trying to fix something that isn't broken .. (the other person) instead of the situation and ourselves that should be a relationship with GOD . See what HE sees , know what HE knows and seek HIS wisdom, but not seek HIS wisdom in our own perspective , that's satans way of working.. GOD can and will fix anything, and JESUS said if we are whole in spirit with the FATHER then anything you ask of HIM shall be given . Make prayer in your heart along with conversation with GOD constantly in your heart, because that's where JESUS lives and hears you . As it is written, out of the mouth is the abundance of the heart , and a wicked heart will speak foul words , mocking others and be perverse, but a heart pure in spirit will speak as the FATHER speaks with kindness and understanding. Because it is JESUS speaking through you . The best way to get back at someone that has hurt you is to pray for them with all your heart . Pray that GOD bless them and give them guidance, as bad as we would wish pain on them, GOD said forgive them with all your heart and pray for them good things and that will be like casting hot coals on their head , because GOD will hear you and bless them, that will hurt Satan and move him out of the way , allowing conviction to hit this person, eventually bringing them to their knees. Then GOD may put you in their path again in order to minister to them without saying I told you so .. but to show them the way . But even then , Satan will be waiting to woo you on your love for that person, but that is where you have to allow GOD to hold you back and reject the temptation and gain respect, that will lead to a better understanding and possible future relationship again.. then again GOD may bring you someone meant for you that will only strengthen your faith and bring you closer to GOD and an amazing love .. keep in mind , Satan is over 6000 years old and been working the minds and hearts of people since the beginning of time . He is a murderer and a liar . He will stop at nothing to hurt you and he knows every single thing about you .. thats why it's best to stay silent in a lot of situations, to prevent him from knowing your weak points and immediately attacking you , just to break open your mind and get just the tiniest little string to your mind and heart, that he can work into an anchor that will sink you in time. He feels absolutely no sympathy for anyone or anything and he will not bargain or stop trying to destroy you .. but GOD is ALWAYS holding out HIS hand to save you from his wickedness and ways.. but also remember, the closer you get to GOD the harder Satan will fight and try to break you.. but the longer you're with GOD fully , the easier it is to see Satan and move away from him.. so hopefully you have resolved your issue, but if not or you have walked in any path and been attacked by Satan again, I pray you peace and guidance in JESUS NAME. AMEN.
Let's lift up Bleutar in prayer. "Cast your cares on the Lord and he will sustain you; he will never let the righteous be shaken" (Ps. 55:22). Trusting God's comfort and strength. In Jesus' Name! 
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