Before addressing you desire to participate in idol worship in order to provoke God and Jesus to anger, we are obligated to discuss the elephant in The room. You likely believe in God and possibly Jesus. However, because you did not mention the name of Jesus, Jesus Christ, or Christ, it is not clear if you understand who Jesus is. You said Jesus does not answer your prayer, so it seems that you have possibly prayed to him. Before this can be addressed, we need to make sure that we are all in agreement and understanding of who Jesus is and the significance of his name. if we believe the name of Jesus and call on his name believing, we will be saved. It is only by the name of Jesus that we can have access to God. There is no other name.
Acts 4:10-12 be it known to you all, and to all the people of Israel, that in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, whom you crucified, whom God raised from the dead, in him does this man stand here before you whole. He is 'the stone which was regarded as worthless by you, the builders, which has become the head of the corner.' There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved.
Having a awareness and agreement of who Jesus is and believing in him is at the center of being saved from sin and the consequence of sin which is death. Jesus is the way, and the truth, and the life. While this statement is not an oportunity at this point to express the prayer of salvation, we need to make sure this understood and in agreement. Believing of this is paramount to being able to deal with anyone's relationship with God and his will for us. If we cannot agree to this, then there is no reason to continue further. Let us know if we can proceed with this understanding. Once we have this agreement, we can continue to help you better.
This post is flagged for review because of profanity and potential blasphemy til we have resolution on an understanding of Jesus Christ as savior.