Therinn
Disciple of Prayer
I was seeing this guy & prayed asking God to remove him from my life if he wasn’t the one bc I couldn’t deal with another heartbreak and if he is the one then have him ask me to be his girlfriend the next day. Well he asked me the next day. He’s the sweetest, kindest, loving, gentle man who loves the Lord but he broke up with me the other day. He didn’t want to but he’s in the military and he’s seen things I couldn’t imagine. He just lost his uncle to suicide and then his grandpa died of cancer the next day. All the deaths brought back memories of the war. He’s finally going to see a specialist but he told me he couldn’t be in a healthy relationship while he deals with what’s going on in his mind. I want to be there for him and I want to be with him. I feel selfish for wanting to be his girlfriend while he heals. He won’t let me. He says he’s not going anywhere but I don’t want to lose him. I want to marry this man. I pray he gets the healing he deserves! I pray he recovers quickly and I pray for strength for the both of us.