Let's lift up Dweryall seeking guidance and restoration in marriage. Trusting Jesus for wisdom and comfort. "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matt 11:28). Praying for strength and faithfulness in this storm. In Jesus' name! 
Let's lift up 
Let's lift up 
Anonymous
Beloved of All
I was raised in a narcissistic family. I was also sexually molested as a child. Although I was a Christian for most of my life, I became angry with God when I hit adulthood because I did not understand why He allowed so many bad things to happen to me growing up. I turned away from my faith, became involved in the new age and I ended up becoming involved in sex work. I ended up in a "sugar dating" relationship with someone that was married who turned out to be emotionally, psychologically and physically abusive. He was a narcissist and he did everything that he could to destroy my reputation. I was severely bullied in high school and had shared that with him because I trusted him as a friend. I stupidly showed him the social media profile of someone that had bullied me in high school and he ended up contacting that person behind my back to spread rumors about me and ruin my reputation. After I ended things with him, I started going to church with someone that I had known in passing for years. I trusted this person as a mentor (she was a few years older than me) and told her about all the trouble that I was having in my life. I did not realize that she also was a narcissist. She did the same thing that the person that I mentioned before did only this time she contacted him in addition to contacting people that I had gone to high school with. Both of them, along with many of the people that I went to high school with who bullied me, started ganging together against me, doing things to harm my mental health and hurt me. They have been stalking and harassing me and doing everything possible to make me feel unsafe and inferior. I started a writing career in the midst of all the things that they were doing to me and even that has been jeopardized. They have come to my professional website to leave me nasty messages, stalked my social media profiles and I am almost certain that at times they have tried to plagiarize my writing and they have done so many other things to try and harm me. The outright stalking only stopped a few months ago because one of my family members became involved and threatened them with legal action. When I was in high school, I struggled a lot with the abuse and bullying that I endured as a child. I befriended someone and became close with him but I was so unstable during that time that I ended up being very abusive toward him. I was very open with both of those individuals about the guilt that I felt about that and how badly I wanted to apologize but felt that I couldn't because there were so many narcissistic people involved in the situation and both he and I were triangulated against each other by someone that was once one of my closest friends who turned out to be a narcissist. Now, they have used everything that I told them about that situation against me and made everything worse. I am really struggling. I have been so terrorized by this entire situation and I just want to move on with my life but don't know how. I was also involved in the new age during some of this and I feel that that also opened the door for a lot of bad things to happen to me because I had walked away from God. On top of this, I am still being harassed by my narcissistic family of origin. I live with my mother and father. It is my mother's family that mainly abused me growing up although my father's family is also extremely narcissistic. My mother is very emotionally abusive and does not respect my boundaries concerning her family. She is constantly dropping hints about what they are doing, comparing me to people and doing things that cause me mental and emotional harm. I am also dealing with bullying from my narcissistic brother-in-law. I feel very boxed in. Please pray for me.
