Anonymous
Beloved of All
i WAS ENGAGED AND I AM STIL VERY MUCH IN LOVE. I HAVE NEVER CHEATED, WE NEVER ONCE ARGUED OVER ANYTHING, HER KIDS LOVE ME AND WANT US TO GET MARRIED. SHE STILL TAKES ABOUT OUR FUTURE TOGETHER BUT THEN SHE TROWS ME A LOOP AND GIVES ME THE IMPRESSION THAT IT IS NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN. SHE TOLD ME MANY TIMES SHE LOVES ME BUT THEN RECENTLY SAID SHE WAS NOT IN LOVE WITH ME. SHE IS A FORMER PASTOR AND I AM NEW IN MY CHRISTIAN WALK AND SHE SAID SHE NEEDS A MAN WHO CAN COVER HER SPIRITUALLY. I AM GROWING IN MY CHRISTIAN WALK BUT IT WONT HAPPEN OVERNIGHT. I THOUGHT LOVE WAS PATIENT. SHE ALWAYS TALKS ABOUT HOW SHE CAN SEE MY SPIRITUAL GROWTH. I AM SPEAKING AS IF SHE IS ALREADY MY WIFE AND IT JUST HAVE NOT MANIFESTED IN THE EARTHLY REALM YET. PLEASE PRAY FOR US I REALLY NEED PRAYER AND TO FEEL THE LOVE OF GOD AND HIS HEALING POWERS.