I wanted to let everyone who has been praying ...

[Fos3050]

I wanted to let everyone who has been praying with me and for me that I did speak to adam yesterday. He wouldn't talk on the phone but he had emailed me back only to say a few mean things and to say "we aren't together, we won't be together, and I don't want to be with you!" He never talked about this with me, never said he was unhappy, and said he loved and missed me two days before we broke up. & when I stopped by his house a few weeks ago, to try and talk he was leaving for work. I asked then if we could talk later on and he said he couldn't promise anything. Like false hope. I really had to beg him to speak to me last night. know I may have said harsh things within our fight, at the time he did too. I righted my wrongs and apologized. He wouldn't explain to me what happened or why and even after explaining to him the things that we're going on with my mom it didn't seem to matter and he didn't seem to care at all. I am thankful that I at least got some response but I am also very hurt and feel that I was lead on. I wasn't a bad person to him. I stood by him and helped care take for his dad who was dying or brain cancer for 8 months. If a person doesn't care to be with another, it doesn't have to be said in such a hurtful way and an explanation often helps.

I'm not sure what to pray or how to pray for this or what to ask you guys to help me pray for.

Even after this I still care and hope for the best in him. I still wish he would change his bitterness and hate towards me. I would still like to reconcile and restore our relationship but it seems so far gone.

Please pray to rid my heart of hurt. Please pray so that I can find comfort and understabding in this situation. Please pray to remove this brokenness and sadness I am feeling right now.

Please pray for adams heart. To remove the bitterness and hate towards me and for him to be more understanding and caring of my situation of my mom.

Please pray for the reconciliation of our relationship and the restoration of our relationship should it be Gods will for us. Please pray that this time apart is for each of us to learn and to love one another in a more Christlike way.

Please pray to give me the strength and will power to step back and let God work. To not try to contact Adam and take things into my own hands.

Please pray for me to move peacefully and confidently forward in my life while waiting patiently and faithfully.

Thank you for being by my side, helping me pray through all of this.

Amen

 

[bronson38]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[seekingmercy]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[michail]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[mkgoode]

Father God, Holy is your name. I stand in agreement with this prayer. In Jesus name, Amen

 

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