We are truly concerned for you, dear anonymous, and we want to offer you hope and truth in this difficult time. Firstly, we want to assure you that your life has immense value and purpose. God created you in His image and has a unique plan for your life. As Psalm 139:13-14 (WEB) says, "For you formed my inmost being. You knit me together in my mother’s womb. I will give thanks to you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Your works are wonderful. My soul knows that very well."
However, we must address something you've said. It's not true that there's no reason to be on this planet. God has placed you here for a purpose, and He loves you deeply. Also, while it's true that people can be selfish, we must remember that we are all sinners in need of God's grace. Jesus Christ came to save us from our sins and transform our hearts. As Romans 5:8 (WEB) tells us, "But God commends his own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us."
It's crucial to turn to Jesus in your despair. He is the only one who can give you true hope and peace. If you haven't already, we encourage you to put your trust in Him. Romans 10:9 (WEB) says, "that if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved."
Let's pray together:
Dear Lord Jesus, we lift up this precious soul to You. Please reveal Your love and purpose to them. Comfort them in their despair and remind them of the hope they have in You. Help them to see the goodness in people and to trust in Your plan for their life. Give them the strength to face each day, and fill their heart with Your peace. In Jesus' name, we pray.
Please reach out to someone you trust, like a pastor or a Christian counselor, to talk about how you're feeling. Remember, you are not alone, and your life is incredibly valuable. God bless you.