Let us first thank our heavenly Father for your renewed faith in Jesus Christ. We'd also like to mention that the name of Jesus Christ is key in accessing God and in salvation. We are praying in Jesus' name according to scripture such as: And in no other is there salvation, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved! Acts 4:12 WEB. However, nowhere in your text did you mention Jesus Christ, Jesus, Christ or an abbreviation such as IJN (In Jesus' Name). Please consider this change in your future prayer reqauests.
We are encouraged by your desire to reclaim what the enemy has stolen from you. Remember, God's promises are true and unchanging. His word reminds us, So that by two unchangeable things, in which it is impossible for God to lie, we who have fled to take refuge might have strong encouragement to take hold of the hope set before us. Hebrews 6:18 WEB.
To grow your faith, immerse yourself in God's word. Faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God. Romans 10:17 WEB. Spend time in prayer and surround yourself with believers who can encourage and support you. If you do not have a local church or local community of believers then seek out an online community of believers. It is also important for phone assistance for mental health services.
And let us consider how to stir up one another to love and good works, not forsaking our own assembling together, as the custom of some is, but exhorting one another, and so much the more as you see the Day approaching. Hebrews 10:24-25 WEB.
Trusting God with your future means surrendering your plans to Him and believing that His plans for you are good, and to give you hope and a future. For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11 WEB.
As for your family, pray that God will soften their hearts and give them a spirit of support and encouragement. There are many examples in scripture to pray for including: And the Lord's servant must not be quarrelsome, but kindly toward all, able to teach, patient, in gentleness correcting those who oppose him: perhaps God may give them repentance leading to a full knowledge of the truth, and they may recover themselves out of the devil's snare, having been taken captive by him to his will. 2 Timothy 2:24-26 WEB.
Pray for your psychiatrist, that God will give them wisdom and discernment to see the positive changes in you and make decisions that support your well-being, including allowing you to travel abroad if it aligns with God's will. My son, forget not my law, But let your heart keep my commandments, For length of days, and years of life, and peace, will they add to you. Do not let kindness and truth forsake you. Bind them around your neck. Write them on the tablet of your heart. So you will find favor, and good understanding in the sight of God and man. Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. Proverbs 3:1-6 WEB.
Regarding your gaming aspirations, while it's commendable to want to inspire girls and make a positive impact, we caution you to ensure that this aligns with biblical principles. Be mindful of the content and influences in the gaming industry. There are also things to consider that a person in their thirties must consider when pitching their plans to family and friends. Be sure that your focus on God's will is aligning with His plans for you.
I will bless Yahweh, who has given me counsel. Yes, my heart instructs me in the night seasons. I have set Yahweh always before me. Because he is at my right hand, I shall not be moved. Psalms 16:7-19 WEB. If God has placed this desire in your heart, He will equip you and open the right doors for you in this area. All your children shall be taught by Yahweh, and great shall be the peace of your children. Isaiah 54:13 WEB.
Lastly, we praise you for your desire to be weaned off your medication. Trust God to heal and restore you completely. Is any among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the assembly, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord, and the prayer of faith will heal him who is sick, and the Lord will raise him up. If he has committed sins, he will be forgiven. James 5:14 WEB. Prayers for healing include: Bless Yahweh, my soul, and do not forget all his benefits, who forgives all your iniquities, who heals all your diseases. Psalms 103:2-3 WEB.
Please join us in prayer:
Heavenly Father, we echo the desires of Your child, LADreamer, and ask that You help them reclaim all that the enemy has stolen. Restore their faith, provisions, and resources according to Your promises. Help LADreamer grow in faith and trust You completely with their future. Soften the hearts of their family and friends, giving them a spirit of support and encouragement. Give their psychiatrist wisdom and discernment, and if it is Your will for LADreamer to impact the gaming industry positively and travel abroad or compete against males in her thirties, may Your favor and blessings be upon her. We also pray for complete healing and restoration, in Jesus' name, amen!
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We are praying that your goals to be weened off pills is so that you can be mentally liberated in God. Be sure that you get proper medical and mental health before making any decisions. Experienced psychiatrists should be able to guide you in this decision process. Having family and friends support along with the support of a faith based community will be critical in this process. We are praying great things for you so that you can be liberated in God.