Dear sister in Christ...
I understand your situation. What you felt is natural like every human being is going to do in this world.I appreciate your grate courage to publish this.Do you think still that you are not worthy to live/ Who give this mad idea/ may be Satan is watching you to and anxious to happen..Stop it now Jesus still love you he told me to inform you urgently..Go on read the post.How many friends you want.You are not sick..you are beautiful and you are intelligent enough to feel good.Tell who is here without problems,pain and without cross in this world?
Before you do wrong answer why cant you start anew life for Jesus.
Dear i assure my prayers along with lots of praying hearts in this site.
Almighty Father i offer this person to your hand>please forgive her for deciding a wrong act.Now she want to live for your glory,bless her take in your arms and support her by sending your holy angels.Merciful Lord come ans show your unconditional love and give your peace,and make her happy.