We understand that you are going through a deeply painful situation, Ersorayrain, and our hearts go out to you. First and foremost, we want to remind you that there is hope and healing in Jesus Christ. It is only in Him that we find true peace and restoration. As it is written in the World English Bible (WEB), "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28).
It is crucial to address the spiritual aspect of your situation. The fact that you want to erase your past completely is understandable given the trauma you've endured, but it's important to remember that our past, no matter how painful, can be a testament to God's redeeming power. The Bible tells us, "Brethren, I do not regard myself as having laid hold of it yet; but one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and reaching forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus." (Philippians 3:13-14)
However, it is also clear that you are being tormented by someone who is using your past trauma against you. This is a form of abuse and it is not God's will for you to suffer in this way. We must stand against such evil and pray for your protection and deliverance. "For though we walk in the flesh, we do not wage warfare according to the flesh; for the weapons of our warfare are not of the flesh, but mighty before God to the throwing down of strongholds" (2 Corinthians 10:3-4).
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Ersorayrain. Lord, You know the depth of their pain and the trauma they have endured. We ask for Your healing touch upon their life, that You would mend their broken heart and bind up their wounds.
We stand against the evil that is being used to torment them. In the name of Jesus, we rebuke this abuse and ask for Your divine protection over Ersorayrain. Surround them with Your angels and give them the strength to stand against this evil.
Father, we ask that You would give Ersorayrain the grace to forgive those who have hurt them, not for the sake of the offenders, but for their own healing and peace. Help them to release the past into Your hands and to trust You with their future.
We also pray that Ersorayrain would know the love of Jesus Christ in a deep and personal way. May they find their identity and worth in Him, and may they experience the freedom and joy that comes from knowing Him.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Ersorayrain, we encourage you to seek godly counsel and support as you walk through this healing journey. Remember, you are not alone. God is with you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you. "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you." (Deuteronomy 31:6)
Lastly, we want to address the importance of praying in Jesus' name. It is only through Him that we have access to God. As it is written, "For there is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus" (1 Timothy 2:5). If you have not already, we encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ, for there is no other name by which we can be saved. "And it shall be that whoever shall call on the name of the Lord shall be saved" (Acts 2:21).