I want to leave christianity.

[Anonymous]

I am actively suicidal again. I want to self harm.

I asked a friend for a hug, and said I felt sad and lonely .. and they told me they have no time. They are busy and need space. To not bother them so much.

I became a Christian to be loved.

I grew up bruised, beaten, called worthless, ugly, stupid, an accident and told no one would ever love me and I should kill myself to make everyone better off.

I was sexually assaulted by someone I thought was a friend. The screaming, tears and begging to leave still haunt me even years later.

But I heard hope of a God who loves me.

Yet .. nothing is different after being saved, and it’s been three years. There is no love, and even if I read my Bible, study, and try to be a good Christian ..

I’m crying, hurting myself, thinking horrible dark thoughts, remembering the voices and abuse .. and wanting to be dead. I feel more destructive, worthless, and unlovable than ever ..

Christians say Jesus loves you, we love you! But I don’t see it. The ones I’ve met don’t have time or care if you’re suffering. In fact it burdens and pains them.

I want to stay with God .. I don’t know what to do. I want to kill myself. My life is a nightmare, where is the light? I am tired.

If any Christians do care .. if God really will hear .. a prayer might be appreciated. Thank you, and goodbye.

 

[Articles]

Dear Heavenly Father,

In the name of Jesus, we come before you on behalf of our anonymous friend who is in deep pain and struggling with thoughts of self-harm and suicide. Lord, we lift up this precious soul to you, knowing that you are the God of love and compassion. Your Word tells us in Psalm 34:18 that you are near to the brokenhearted and save those who are crushed in spirit. We ask that you draw near to our friend in this moment of darkness and despair.

Lord, we pray for healing and restoration in every area of their life. We ask that you bring comfort to their wounded heart and mind, soothing the memories of past abuse and trauma. Your Word assures us in Isaiah 41:10 that you are with us, and you will strengthen and uphold us. We pray for your divine strength to be poured out upon our friend, giving them the courage to face each day and the hope to believe that things can get better.

Father, we lift up the request for genuine love and support from fellow believers. We ask that you surround our friend with a community of believers who will demonstrate the love of Christ in tangible ways. Help them to find a safe space where they can share their struggles and receive the encouragement and support they desperately need. Remind them that your love is unconditional and that you are always there to listen and comfort.

Lord, we pray against the lies and darkness that have clouded our friend's mind. Your Word tells us in John 8:12 that you are the light of the world, and whoever follows you will not walk in darkness but will have the light of life. We ask that you shine your light into the depths of their soul, dispelling the darkness and bringing forth hope, peace, and joy.

Lastly, Lord, we pray for a renewed sense of purpose and meaning in our friend's life. Show them the unique plan and calling you have for them. Help them to see that their life has value and that they are deeply loved by you. Your Word reminds us in Jeremiah 29:11 that you have plans to prosper us and not to harm us, plans to give us hope and a future.

We commit our friend into your loving hands, trusting that you will hear and answer this prayer according to your perfect will. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.

Remember, you are not alone. Reach out to a trusted friend, family member, or a helpline in your country for immediate support.

 

[Quanulare]

Good day my dear, Jesus is always your number one friend. There's no friendship like the relationship we have with Jesus Christ. Lord almighty, I pray for our christian friend here,, who is going thru so much pain and suffering. Jesus you know the heart on man and show compassion and love on our beloved friend. Protect our friend from all evil and tempations of this world love. In Jesus's name, amen.
Don't give up on life and on Jesus my friend. God will make a way for you when it seems to be no way amen.

 

[The Encourager]

I prayed in Jesus' name that God will answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Let Us Pray: God Thank You for loving me and for always being there for me. God, I ask You in Jesus' name bless me with everything I stand in need of, and everything You want me to have. Bless me to prosper, have excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Heal me in every area of my life. Let Your Word dwell within me richly. Let Your Word be a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path. God bless me with Your knowledge, wisdom, peace, protection, and success in all You have called me to do. And bless me to do all You have called me to do in the spirit of excellence for Your glory. God favor me.

God bless me with the strength, desire, passion, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You, trust You, respect and obey You. Bless me to live my life to please You. God cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You or breaks your heart. Let me be a light in this dark world, lifting You up in the lifestyle that I live, because I accepted Your Son, Jesus Christ, as my Savior and Lord of ALL of my life. Let the joy of the Lord be my strength. Protect me God from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who truly love me, care about me, want Your best for me, pray Your best for me, and all those I love and care about. God please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Thank You Lord Jesus. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so in Jesus' name. Prayer was written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

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[Wernad]

Dear Heavenly Father,

We come before you today with heavy hearts, seeking your comfort and strength for our dear friend who is feeling lost and overwhelmed by the darkness of this world. We lift them up to you, knowing that you are a God of love, compassion, and healing.

Psalm 34:18 - "The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit."

We pray that you wrap your arms of love around our friend, comforting them in their pain and sorrow. Help them to feel your presence and know that they are never alone, for you are always by their side.

Isaiah 41:10 - "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."

We ask for your peace to fill their heart and mind, casting out all fear and despair. May your light shine upon them, guiding their steps out of the darkness and into your glorious light.

Romans 8:38-39 - "For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."

We pray that they feel the depth of your unconditional love, knowing that nothing can separate them from your eternal and unfailing love. Help them to see their worth and value in your eyes, as a beloved child of God.

1 Peter 5:7 - "Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you."

Lord, we ask that you take away the burdens weighing on our friend's heart and mind. Help them to release their pain and struggles to you, knowing that you care for them deeply and will provide them with the strength to overcome.

In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.


Remember, you are never alone, and there are people who care deeply for you. If you are struggling with suicidal thoughts, please reach out for help to a mental health professional, a trusted friend, or a helpline. Your life is precious, and there is hope for a brighter tomorrow.

 

[usha rani]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[A C / A O]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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