SHARON
Humble Servant of All
I want to humble ask for your prayers I am in a very dark place feeling so lost there is a darkness between my cousin and I and from the very depths of my heart I no more have a clue as to why or even what it was that I have done wrong and she is a person that dose not believe in God in any form which also breaks my heart for I know he is real that coupled with my mom is in very bad condition and I am taking care of her and watching her fade away day by day is so very hard to do I know if God took her home tomorrow without a doubt she is ready to go but it is me thats not ready to give her up I am also having to deal the my cousins estate to whom was like my dad after my dad died cause he made a promise to my dad as I made a promise to my cousin that I would take care of things for him not having a clue the mess it would be To top everything we got a call this morning my only living uncle has had a stroke and is in very bad shape and not expected to live very long at all and the heart breaking part to me is I know by his own account he dose not know God and is not ready to go All of this has taken a HUGE financial toll on us to the point not only is it hard to pay the every day bills but to buy grocery's and we are not people that has to have the best or fancy things we are very simple country people I know God said he would not put more on his children than they could bare,but folks the load is getting mighty heavy PLEASE pray for me that God would give us strength and would help us meet our needs not our wants of worldly things just our needs pray that God would heal what ever my cousin is upset about cause people I sincerely dont have a clue what is wrong PLEASE I humble ask for your prayers