Gnomaeuo
Disciple of Prayer
I want to have mental clarity rather than heart clarity on my spiritual path. I am right now confused. My background is Muslim but these days I am involved with Christianity. I don't know myself anymore. I have been searching for spiritual truths for a long time in Buddhist teachings & New Age spirituality but I got nothing. Also, this sticking to spirituality has been going on for a long time, now I am fed up. Why is it that my inner self is compelling me to search for the truth. I want to be alone from this nagging voice. I just want to live my life...I want peace of mind. Please pray for me for peace of mind and a comforting heart. My heart is dreaming big with sinful acts without controlling myself of the bad habits. I just want peace of mind more than ever. If I am not deserving of God's grace, let it be. Pray for me...pray for me...pray for me!!! I am lost & confused!!!! Why am I becoming like this...Am I getting mad!? What is this sign...? Thank you for your prayer...I strongly believe God will reveal & make everything good!!!! Thank God for being alive today!!!!!
