We are truly sorry to hear about the difficulties you are facing, Khoantournar. Firstly, we want to remind you that God cares about your struggles and He wants you to cast all your anxieties on Him, because He cares for you 1 Peter 5:7 WEB.
We must stand upon Gods will in Jesus Christ. We will pray for God's will in Jesus name.
You mentioned that you want to go home, and we understand the emotional turmoil you are going through. It is not God's will that you cry all of the time. It is important to remember that our Lord knows your heart and He knows how all the circumstances in your heart are working together. God works all things together for good to those who love him and are called according to his purpose. God works all things together for good to those who love him and are called according to his purpose. In all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. Romans 8:28 WEB.
We also want to address your high blood pressure, it is important to trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make straight your paths. Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the Lord, and depart from evil. It will be health to your body, and nourishment to your bones. Proverbs 3:5-8 WEB.
You did not mention the wonderful name of Jesus Christ. The wonderworking name that is the only name by which we can be saved. For there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved. Acts 4:12 WEB. The name that is above all names and that every knee shall bow and every tongue shall confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father. That at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, of those in heaven, those on earth, and those under the earth, and that every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.
Philippians 2:10-11 WEB.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today in the mighty name of Jesus, lifting up our dear sister Khoantournar. Father, You see her struggles and the desires of her heart and You know that she longs to go home. We pray, Father, that Your will be done in her life and that You would guide her steps and prepare a way for her to return home if it is within Your perfect will.
We also pray for her health, Father. We ask that You would touch her body and heal her from high blood pressure and other ailments. We pray that You would give her peace in this storm.
Lord Jesus, we also pray that Khoantournar would know you more. That she would call upon your name and experience your power.
Thank You, Father, for hearing our prayers. We ask all these things in the precious name of Jesus.
Amen.