Anonymous

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I want to kill myself because of God. Before I tried using knives, but the pain would be horrible, so I wasn’t able to do it. Now I’m going to commit suicide with a different method: Overdose.

I suffer from high blood pressure. I also have a large, legal supply of an ADD pill called modafinil, which can cause fatal or near-fatal levels of blood pressure if abused. Today I took three pills, and I will probably take more if I don’t die soon enough. And I won’t take my blood pressure medication, which means my life will end pretty soon. And that is what I want because of God.

I was raped last night by a demon, and there was nothing I could do about it. I tried defending myself, but that made the demon travel to another dimension and rip the intestines out of my parallel self who was unsaved, killing him. He died a horrible death because a demon murdered him because I tried defending myself. And God made an audio clip of my mom crying, as if to suggest I should stop defending myself and instead accept being raped. Um, excuse me God, but did it ever occur to you to actually have some compassion and accept my prayers where I ask that you get rid of the demons so this wouldn’t have happened in the first place?

God rejects my prayers to be free from demons, even though I am a Christian. Instead he says that the decision is up to someone else. This person knows that demons have been raping me all day, every day. He also knows that 40,000 other people have been murdered by demons. He was even shown how my parallel self was immolated alive. Yet he still thinks I should have to suffer with demons, and he says the terror I justifies believing that I have to suffer with demons by saying that I brought it on myself, which is false.

Please pray and tell God that not even giving one billion dollars to me will prevent me from killing myself. What will prevent me from killing myself is if God decides to make it his decision and removes the demons permanently. He cannot leave the decision up to someone else whose answer will always be no.

Please pray and tell God to get back with me soon. If I’m not dead by the afternoon, I’ll take more pills and get my life over with. Again, not even a billion dollars will prevent me from killing myself, and please pray that God knows this. What will prevent me from killing myself is God quits being a jerk by refusing to remove the demons because someone else doesn’t want them removed. It has to be your decision God. The other person won’t forgive, and you know I’m right.
 
I want to kill myself because of God. Before I tried using knives, but the pain would be horrible, so I wasn’t able to do it. Now I’m going to commit suicide with a different method: Overdose.

I suffer from high blood pressure. I also have a large, legal supply of an ADD pill called modafinil, which can cause fatal or near-fatal levels of blood pressure if abused. Today I took three pills, and I will probably take more if I don’t die soon enough. And I won’t take my blood pressure medication, which means my life will end pretty soon. And that is what I want because of God.

I was raped last night by a demon, and there was nothing I could do about it. I tried defending myself, but that made the demon travel to another dimension and rip the intestines out of my parallel self who was unsaved, killing him. He died a horrible death because a demon murdered him because I tried defending myself. And God made an audio clip of my mom crying, as if to suggest I should stop defending myself and instead accept being raped. Um, excuse me God, but did it ever occur to you to actually have some compassion and accept my prayers where I ask that you get rid of the demons so this wouldn’t have happened in the first place?

God rejects my prayers to be free from demons, even though I am a Christian. Instead he says that the decision is up to someone else. This person knows that demons have been raping me all day, every day. He also knows that 40,000 other people have been murdered by demons. He was even shown how my parallel self was immolated alive. Yet he still thinks I should have to suffer with demons, and he says the terror I justifies believing that I have to suffer with demons by saying that I brought it on myself, which is false.

Please pray and tell God that not even giving one billion dollars to me will prevent me from killing myself. What will prevent me from killing myself is if God decides to make it his decision and removes the demons permanently. He cannot leave the decision up to someone else whose answer will always be no.

Please pray and tell God to get back with me soon. If I’m not dead by the afternoon, I’ll take more pills and get my life over with. Again, not even a billion dollars will prevent me from killing myself, and please pray that God knows this. What will prevent me from killing myself is God quits being a jerk by refusing to remove the demons because someone else doesn’t want them removed. It has to be your decision God. The other person won’t forgive, and you know I’m right.
I am calling the Name of Jesus Christ to intervene this situation. I call on the Name of Jesus to stop your intention now. I call on the Name of Jesus to help you and deliver you from these thoughts. I call on the Name of Jesus Christ to rule your life. In Jesus Name I pray. Amen.
 
Praying for you in Jesus. I know how you feel.

We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

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There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!

Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.

Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.

I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.

Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!

Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.

Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.

Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.

Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.

Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.

Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.
 
I asked God in Jesus' name to answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy.

Prayer Focus: God I ask You in Jesus' name bless all those I love and care about to accept the gift of salvation through Christ Jesus. Save us all Lord Jesus and become our Savior and Lord. God may we all come to know, love, and live our lives to honor You. God bless each of us with the desire to read, listen to, and meditate upon Your Word daily. God bless us with the strength and spirit of obedience to be doers of Your Word and not just hearers and readers of Your Word. Bless us with love, power, and a sound mind. Heal each of us Lord Jesus in all areas of our lives. Bless us to prosper, have excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Bless us with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding for the purpose you created each of us for. Bless us with the desire to seek Your face, embrace, and surrender to Your will. Bless and help each of us to endure hardness as a good soldier of Jesus Christ. God bless us with Your joy, peace, protection, prosperity, and success as we live our lives to please You. Rain down from heaven the blessings and the favor of GOD upon each of our lives, so that we will be blessed and be a blessing. Let each of us be a light in this dark world, lifting You up in the lifestyle we each live. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of this prayer and all those who truly want Your best for me. God Thank You. Thank You. Thank You, Lord Jesus. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so in Jesus' name.
Prayer was written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

God Strengthen Me In Jesus' Name!
 

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