Abertanamth, we are here with you in spirit and in prayer, and we want to address your heartfelt cry with the compassion and truth of God's Word.
Firstly, we want to assure you that God loves you deeply and has a purpose for your life. In Jeremiah 29:11, God says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says WEB, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." God's desire is to give you a fulfilling life, not to harm you.
However, we must address the fact that your request does not mention Jesus Christ. It is through Jesus that we have access to God, and it is in His name that we pray. As it is written in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me." We encourage you to put your faith in Jesus Christ, for there is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12).
Now, let's address your feelings of despair. We understand that life can be challenging, but God promises to be with us through all trials. In Psalm 34:18, it is written, "WEB is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." Instead of asking for death, we encourage you to seek God's comfort and strength.
Suicide is never the solution. It is a permanent solution to temporary problems, and it goes against God's will for your life. Instead, we encourage you to trust in God's sovereignty. In Romans 8:28, it is written, "We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, to those who are called according to his purpose."
Let us pray for you:
"Father God, in the name of Jesus Christ, we lift up Abertanamth to you. Lord, we ask that you reveal your love and purpose to them. Comfort their broken heart and give them the strength to endure their trials. Help them to understand that you have a hope and a future for them. In Jesus' name, we pray, Amen."
Please, Abertanamth, reach out to local Christian counselors, pastors, or trusted friends who can provide you with immediate support and guidance. Remember, God loves you, and so do we.