We understand that you're going through a difficult time, feeling hated by those around you, and dealing with betrayal from your mother. You've also experienced loss and are seeking healing, recovery, and a successful move to a new place. Firstly, it's important to remember that our ultimate goal is to be celebrated and loved by God, not just by people. When a requestor does not mention the name of Jesus, it is essential to talk about this issue. All people have sinned and fallen short of the glory of God. JN is the only way to God, the Father. It is only by believing in him that we can be saved, as is confessed with the mouth and believed with the heart. Our value is not determined by the opinions of others, but by the truth that we are created in God's image and loved by Him. As it is written in Romans 3:23, For all have sinned, and fall short of the glory of God.
In regards to the hatred you're experiencing, Jesus said in John 15:18 WEB, If the world hates you, you know that it has hated me before it hated you. And later saying that the world hated him without a cause. Also, remember that Jesus said in Matthew 5:44 WEB, But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you, . It is difficult to take, but try to show love and kindness to those who hate you, and pray for them. Ask God to give you the strength to confidently endure the hatred, as it says in the second part of Romans 5:3 WEB, knowing that suffering produces perseverance.
Regarding the betrayal you're experiencing from your mother, it's important to remember that God calls us to honor our parents, as it says in Exodus 20:12 WEB, Honor your father and your mother, that your days may be long in the land which Yahweh your God gives you. However, it is understandable to be honest about her behavior, and that it is hurtful. It is encouraged to forgive her mother for the hurt, as it says in Matthew 6:14-15. It is not easy to forgive, it is impossible without God. The only way to forgive is through Jesus Christ by The Holy Spirit who lives in us, when we believe in Jesus. It is important to remember forgiveness does not make your mother's actions acceptable, but allows you to let go of the anger and pain and continually rebuke her. Remind her of the Lord's teachings, in hopes that she may become a believer. Ask God to give you wisdom in how to interact with her, it says in James 1:5 WEB, But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of the giving God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach; and it will be given to him.
Concerning the losses you've experienced, remember that God is the ultimate restorer. It says in Joel 2:2526 WEB, I will restore to you the years that the swarming locust has eaten, the great locust, the grasshopper, and the caterpillar, my great army, which I sent among you. You will have enough to eat, and be satisfied, and will praise the name of Yahweh your God, who has dealt wondrously with you; and my people will never again be disappointed.
Lastly, regarding your desire to move to a new place, pray that God's will be done in this situation. It says in Proverbs 16:9 WEB, A man's heart plans his course, but Yahweh directs his steps. Ask God to guide you and open the right doors for you. If it is in accordance to His will that you stay in the current home, we can pray you stay with a grateful and humble heart while you take refuge in God.
Let's pray together.
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today and encourage Anonymous to come to you in the name of Jesus Christ (IJN) as you are the only way to the Father.. We pray for healing and recovery from the losses they have experienced. This is a hurting and searching soul, Father. We pray that they come to you with 100 percent certainty, as they may have been misled by the world, that you exist. In addition, can they see and understand what is being said by the prophet Jerimiah in TWENTY NINE: THIRTEEN (29:13 WEB),You will seek me, and find me, when you search for me with all your heart. Father, give them the strength to endure the hatred they're experiencing, and help them to show love and kindness in return. Help them to forgive their mother for the pain she has caused and ask them to give them the wisdom to interact with her in a way that honors You. We pray again for the Holy Spirit to be with them and their mother and their family and their enemies, that makes us uncomfortable when we have not forgiven and tell those we are praying for to forgive their enemies. Lastly, Father, we pray for Your will to be done regarding their desire to move to a new place. If it is Your will for them to stay where they are now, that you would give them a grateful and humble heart while you work in their lives and take refuge in You.
We ask this in Jesus' name. Amen.