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nuptial -bound
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Lord,I remembered what you did for us today,2ooo yrs ago by fast+pryr this wk.I wept for a homeless man today too,want to do more for the poor,the needy,the Broken in Spirit.Give me the means?Lead me to where You think I would help you Best w/what tugs on my heart.My mom worries me.Heal her manic depression?all she ever wanted was to live to see me marry +have a child so she knew I wouldn't be alone.So I prayed,looked hard,for years but no one stuck around,wanted to.Let me meet a godly man to marry soon bc my mom is grieved that I may be left all alone as she's been getting sicker.Help me,Lord.if I don't have No one to turn to if she's gone.I fear I might never be able to forgive you- You took everyone I cared for+let them walk away from me after I prayed desperately.Plse,answr my pryr to find love+mrg before I grow to hate u for not answring.I even envy single moms bc they have someone.I work hard so I can give to others.I give monthly to orphans. help me to have a family of my own?I'm 45 yrs old,have not been in a serious relshp over 10 yrs.I broke up w/him bc he just wanted sex but no commitmt.Why can't I find my one true love?I'm old+I'm bitter bc ten yrs is a LONG time to pray,go on the same date year after year w/men unready yet.After this Easter,I give up.I may do something crazy,like get a sex change,do drugs bc I can't take God's cruel denial to me anymore.Help me!